----Chapter 42

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*Jay's POV*

It was a long while before we got anywhere. I was thinking too much about what Hansol said. He was admiring me? Why? I wasn't a person that should be admired. My real name wasn't even Jay! I sighed. No one has ever said they admire me before. I admire Hansol myself, I never would've thought he admired me. But then again... he never said he admired my personality. He admires my 'muscular' body. What a joke! Ever since I met Hansol, he's been all I think about. It gives me awful headaches, I try to stop it but I can't shake the thoughts. I have never felt such a feeling before in my life. I never cared for anyone else but Kwon until I went to the enemy camp. Then I began to care about Min-Min. Then Hansol. I also began to care about Kris, and I cared a little for Jungkook and Taeil. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am not a caring person!!! Why am I suddenly caring for these people? Why is this Jay far different from Minho?! I frowned and looked over to Hansol. He had such nice hair, it was quite long. Longer than mine. Then I noticed he was just staring at the ground wide eyed as if he had just thought of something awful. Is he okay? I began to wonder what he was thinking. Did he regret meeting me? Does he really actually care about me? I wonder how often he thinks of me. Does he ever think of Kwon? Or Min-Min? I snapped from my thoughts when I noticed that he fell off the bench in the jeep. I quickly reached over to help him back up. "Hansol! Are you okay?" I asked. He looked at me as I helped him back onto the bench. "I am fine... just fell when the jeep hit a bump in the road." He replied. I smiled. I was going to say something, but then the jeep came to a stop. The commander walked around to the back of the jeep. "Alright men let's go!" He loudly commanded with a deep, gruff voice. I quickly got off the jeep, following behind Hansol.

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