chapter 36

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I close the door behind me and sigh. Why was it so complicated with him. My mom walks out of the living room and stares at me. "What happened?" she asks pouting her lips. "Nothing.." I say and start to walk back to my room. "Hey listen" my mom begins to say. "If he's making you feel down and bad about yourself don't even go further with him" she finishes. "That's the thing, I don't know what we are" I say. "Well does he like you? And do you like him?" she asks. "I'm pretty sure he likes me, I just don't know if I like him" I tell her. "Here's some advice. Don't lead a guy on and don't be talking to more than one person at a time" she says and walks away into the kitchen. I stare into space for a moment and walk upstairs to my room.

I open my balcony door and walk onto my balcony as I pull out my phone from my pocket. I dial Liam's number and wait for him to pick up. I think I want him to answer. "Hey" he answers without his familiar tone of voice. I can feel the tension and begin to get nervous. "Uh, hey" I say and gulp. "What do you want I'm on my way to boxing so make it fast" he says with an annoyed voice. "Oh I didn't know you were in boxing..I'll just call you later" I say quickly feeling the knot in my throat. "Bye" he says and quickly hangs up. I lock my phone and put it in my back pocket. I can feel the tears running down my face. I felt like I just lost someone. My heart aching as if it were really stabbed.

I walk out of my room and head downstairs and head towards the front door. I grab my keys on the side table and walk out to my car. I just needed to get my mind off things. More tears rushed down my face as I open the door to my car and get it. I wipe my tears and put the key into the ignition. I had a guilt feeling inside of me which made me feel even worse. I back out of the drive way and drove down the street, my tears making my vision blurry. I stop at a stop sign and turn left and continue driving. I needed to talk to someone. I pull out my phone and dial Ginnet's number. "Hello?" she answers. "Ginnet can I come over?" my voice shaky from crying. "Yeah! Are you okay?" she asks with a worried tone. "Yeah, I'm fine" I say. "Okay well I'll be here" she says into the receiver. "Okay bye" I say and hang up. I wipe my tears once again and stop at a stop sign. I continue down the road as I continue crying. I speed up a bit as I drive down the road. My vision blurry and just as I wipe my tears my body vibrates as I feel a jolt. my head hits the driver window as it shatters. I feel my car rising and shut my eyes tight. I hit my head once again as the car lands on its top. I begin to go unconscious and try to call for help. I hear a car speed off but I lay there with momentum still flowing throw me. Wondering what-

*Liam's POV*

I get into my car and pull out of my drive way and drive down the street. I look at the time, 8:15. I stop at a stop sign and wait for the cars to pass. I hated traffic. It gives me a headache. I make a right and continue driving down the street. I really wasn't in the mood to do anything right now but boxing relieved my stress and temper. I pull into the gyms parking lot and park my truck. I get out and walk into the gym as I look for my boxing trainer. "Liam! Over here" I hear him call out from his office upstairs. I walk upstairs and walk into his office. "How's it going?" he asks as he's wrapping the tape around his fingers. "I'm really stressed out and annoyed right now" I say and chuckle as I shake my head. "Well hopefully hitting something will help" he says and laughs. I grin and chuckle. "Alright lets go" he says as he starts to head downstairs. "Okay hold on I'll be right there" I say as I bring out my phone to call Renae. I wasn't sure why I was even doing this but that's what my instinct was telling me to do.

I wait for her to pick up but she doesn't answer on the first call. I call again but she doesn't answer. I call for a final time but she still doesn't answer. I begin to get worried but shake it off thinking she was probably annoyed with me as well. But something was telling me it wasn't that. my breath becomes shaky but I set my phone down and walk downstairs.

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