Captured

chapter 45

• Renae's POV •

I slowly step away from Gavin but he walks closer to me each step I take. "Why are you doing this?" I ask letting a tear slip down my face. I feel someone behind me and turn around to see a boy with a ski mask on and a gun pointed at me. How nice, I now have two guns at me. I lick my lips and look at Louis in the crowd. I shake my head and look back at Gavin with watery eyes. "RENAE" I turn to see Liam running towards me. "Ahh, so we run into your little hero again" Gavin says sarcastically. "Go ahead, I'm sick and tired of your eyes watching my every move, I could care less if I died! I wouldn't have to worry about anything ever again. Do it, pull the trigger" I say as tears flood down my cheeks. "Renae No!" Ginnet screams in a cry. "What are you waiting for?" I ask my bottom lip trembling as more tears stream down my face. "Just make sure you leave my family alone" I add. I feel all eyes on me, even the musics stopped. "JUST SHOOT ME FOR GODS SAKE" I scream in tears.

Gavin takes out the bullets and puts the gun back in his carrier. I turn around and see the other boy do the same. "Why?" I ask with my eyes watery. He doesn't say anything but just stares. I walk away from the crowd and go the stairs finding my way towards Nialls room. I close the door behind me and sit against the door letting out all my tears, sobbing like I've never before.

"Renae?!" I hear Liam on the other side of the door. "Renae are you okay?" I hear Niall. "Renae??" Ginnet says knocking on the door. I wipe my tears and get up from the ground taking a deep breath before I open the door. "Renae..open the door" Zayn speaks through the door. I open it and see Zayn, Liam, Alyssa, Niall, Ginnet, Harry, Jerusha and Vanessa standing outside the room. Ginnet runs to me and hugs me tightly. I feel her tears hit my shoulder as she tightens her grip. I close my eyes and let my tears fall, not holding them back. "Are you okay?" Alyssa asks concerned. "I think so" I say take a deep breath as Ginnet lets go of me. "You don't look okay" Harry says quietly. "Harry!" Jerusha says nudging him. "Sorry.." he says and shrugs his shoulders. "Well, I'm going to go find Jade and head home" Liam says staring to walk away. "Um, no you're staying here. I don't want you driving" I say grabbing his bicep, stopping him. "Yeah! Everyone is welcomed to sleep over, my mom doesn't mind" Niall says. "Niall you realize you have over 300 people here" Jerusha says. "Well then I guess the parties over!" Niall says and walks out of his room.

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I wake up to feel Zayn's arms wrapped around me. I untie them carefully and get off the bed. I pick up my shorts and crop top and put them on. "What are you doing?" Zayn asks slowly in his deep raspy voice. "Just getting ready" I say and put my hair into a bun. "You're leaving already?" he asks. "Well I'm Ginnet's ride, so whenever she's ready" I say and sit back down on the bed. Zayn looks at me for a while and I begin to feel uncomfortable. "Why are you staring.." I say coming off harsher than what I had planned. "You're gorgeous" he says and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. I feel my cheeks blush as I smile and look away. Zayn chuckles and leans in planting a soft, gentle kiss on my lips. I close my eyes and kiss back. God his lips are so kissable. I pull away and look down, smiling. Zayn smiles and plays with my hand.

The door knocks and I get up. "Sorry to interrupt but Niall's mom made breakfast and she isn't letting anyone leave without having some" Alyssa says and smiles. "Oh, okay we'll be down in a bit" I say closing the door. She walks away and I turn to look at Zayn putting his jeans and shirt on. I open the door and take a deep breath dreading to see Louis or Liam or anyone really. Zayn rubs my back and we both walk down the stairs and into the dining room. Liam, Alyssa, Niall, Ginnet, Harry, Jerusha, Vanessa and Louis are all sitting down at the table. Louis and I share glances and I quickly begin to feel uncomfortable. I sit down and slightly smile to myself. "You aren't going to eat?" Niall asks as he takes a bite of his toast. "It's okay, I'm not really hungry" I say. "Of course you are, I'll serve you don't worry" Zayn says getting up. "No Zayn, really, I'm not hungry" I say. "You haven't eaten anything!" Zayn says furrowing his eyebrows. "I don't want to eat" I say. "Renae I don't care if I'm here or if Liam is here or any of the boys. We aren't going to judge the way you eat" he says looking at me seriously. "Wait what?" Niall asks taking a drink of his orange juice. "She doesn't like eating in from of guys or someone she likes" Zayn says putting eggs and toast on a plate. "Don't be silly Renae, we aren't going to say anything" Niall says. I stay quiet and cross my arms over my chest. Zayn sets the plate in front of me and fills my glass with apple juice. "I don't like apple juice" I say looking at him. "Sorry" he says and takes the glass from me and fills it up with milk. Louis chuckles and shakes his head. "How didn't you know that?" Louis asks. "She never told me" Zayn says. Louis smirks and drinks some of his "water".

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We all finish eating and help Niall pick up some of the house. "Thanks guys" Niall says. "No problem" Ginnet says as Niall puts his arm around her. I watch Louis take another drink of his vodka as he stares straight at me. "Sober up Louis" I say chuckling. "What do you mean?" he asks rolling his eyes. "Don't play dumb" I say. Everyone stars at use intensely, waiting for something to happen. "I'm gonna go" Louis says walking to the front door. He leave the house and we all stand there in a awkward silence. "What time is it?" Ginnet asks breaking the tension. "12:30" Vanessa says. "Want to take me home?" Jerusha asks Harry. "Yeah, let's go" he says. They both say bye and leave Niall's.

Everyone leaves but Zayn, Ginnet, and I. "Are you ready to go?" Ginnet asks. "Well whenever you're ready" I say. "Yeah I am" she says. We say goodbye and walk out the front door. We both get into my car and I insert the key into the ignition. We drive down the road and stop at the gates as they open slowly. "How come you didn't have to type in the password?" she asks looking at me. I look at her dumbfoundedly. "Obviously because you're going out, not coming in" I say and shake my head. "Oh..true" Ginnet says. "Yeah" I say and plug in my phone in the ox cable as I continue driving. Rude by Magic! fills the car as I tap my fingers against the steering wheel to the beat.

I pull into Ginnet's driveway and lower the music down. "Okay thanks, bye" She says and get out of the car. "Bye!" I wave and back out of her driveway, leaving her house.

I drive into my driveway and park the car. 1:00 , I check my phone and see five messages from Louis. Why would he be texting me? I unlock my phone and view the messages as I turn off the car.

" Renae i need to talk to u"

"Pls Renae"

"Renae I fuckin swear I need to talk to u"

"Renae!"

"Renae just txt me when you aren't busy :/"

I dial Louis' number on my phone and wait for him to pick up. "Renae" Louis says over the reciever. "What" I say with an annoyed tone. "What are you going to say tomorrow? At school" he asks. "What the heck Louis?! Is this what you really wanted to talk about?!" I ask yelling. "I just don't want anyone to know that it was my uncle or that I am related" he says. "You've got to me kidding me" I say rolling my eyes."Why are you like this!?" he nearly yells in frusteration. "Like what?!" I ask raising my voice. "I just want you to go away! You ruin everything!" Louis says harshly and hangs up. I lock my phone and walk into the house through the garage. "Well look who's home" my mom says smirking as she makes a sandwich. "Hey mom" I say holding in my tears. "Hey, how'd the party go?" she asks. "It was fun" I say faking a smile. "Anything exciting?" she asks cutting an alvacado. "No, not really" I say and chuckle. She nods her head, "Well, I'm glad you made it back safetly" she says kissing my cheek and walking to the office with the sandwich and a glass of water in both her hands. I walk upstairs and into my bedroom closing the door behind me. I throw myself on my bed and take a deep breath. Why was this all of my fault. It seemed like it. They made it seem like that. I look up at my ceiling and feel my throat tighten. The tears start to form as I feel my lips shake. I let out my tears forgetting the world and just focusing on letting everything out.