I'm OK | Wenga

《 chapter 14 : The Letter 》

Wendy's pov:

After telling both Seulgi and yeri. What I'm expecting was right. Seulgi was upset. But luckily I'm made it. Thank goodness that she didn't upset anymore.

It's actually quiet easy to convince her. Just buy her pringles than she's fine. She's indeed our bear. 

All of them help me with the letter although there's a bit of arguing between the maknaes and the eldest. But finally it's done.

It's filled with perfumes that i sprayed as they suggested me to do so. I hope he like the smell.

I'm going to give him the letter tomorrow. Can't wait! But at the same time I'm curious what will be his reaction. And also I'm scared if it's going to be something that i would never wish to happened and not like what I've had expected.

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I've gather all of my courage and went to his locker without any difficulties.

I took a deep breath one more time and right away i put the letter in his locker without anyone see me which i doubt that since there's only a few student but still i need to be aware.

After i put the letter in his locker. I ran away, afraid that someone might see me. 

Luckily it's still early and i have about an hour before class begin. I go to the school earlier before the others just for this. Can't believe i woke up early to just send a letter to my crush.

I'm humming to my favourite song while thinking of he's reaction. I went into the canteen to bought some food since I've had nothing to do and the school is quiet as only a few students here.

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{Break time}

I went out of the class when i saw him on his way to his locker. I'm following him while hiding behind the wall.

I'm waiting for his reaction. Just when he is about to open his locker, someone pat his back that make him turn around.

It's a girl....

The girl is not wearing our school uniform. How could she even entered this school without permission. 

My heart dropped and i looked at his face. At first, he looks like he's shocked but then after a few seconds she hugged suga which make me mad and sad at the same time.

I ran away from them and went to find the others and when i just about to keep looking for the others. Someone held my arms. And it's unnie.

"Unnie? What are u doing here in my school?" I asked while I'm not focusing on her and my mind is to just find them (red velvet members) and told them everything about what had happened.

"Are u having a dementia or what? Don't u remember that i worked her.." she snap her finger bringing me back to reality.

"Right" i hit my head continuously making unnie looked at me as she's figuring out what had happened.

"Did something happen?" She looked at me and i could guess that she will found out soon too so i just sighed.

"Tell me what's wrong" she looked serious and i know that i must told her or else..

"Let's go somewhere else" i said lowering my voice. She nodded her head.

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"Actually i saw him with the other girl in his locker" i looked down while telling her.

"Yoongi?" Asked unnie. I just sigh and nodded my head. "Why are u in his locker place?"

I looked down whether to tell her or no but again i sighed

"Actually i wrote him a love letter and i want to know his reaction but just when he was about to open the letter, someone hold his back and it's a girl but she's not from our school by looking at her clothes. That girl hugged him tightly and after that i ran away.. i can't bear looking at them anymore"

Now it's her turned to sighed. My eyes started to watering but i held back. I need to be strong to overcome all of this.

"My dongsaeng must love him so much.." that's the word she said after i told her about it.

"It hurts me to know that ur chasing over a guy who doesn't appreciate my one and only dongsaeng. But at the same time, i can't let u feel regret without trying and giving up. I'm proud of u seungwan ah" said unnie.

Her words make me burst into tears. She comforted me and that's the thing i need at the moment. She know me well. Of course since I'm her only dongsaeng.

"Cry all u want and remember I'll be here for u, always and find me if u need a shoulder to lean on" those words make more tears flowing from my eyes.

No word can described how thankful i am when unnie is around. I stop crying and thank unnie before i went back to my classroom before break is over.

I spend my whole break crying on unnie. I must be a burden to her. I need to find out about that girl and i need help from my members.

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"Where have u been Wendy ah" asked seulgi when i entered the classroom and luckily mr.park haven't entered the class which is his subject next.

"I met my unnie" i just simply said that. I pat her shoulder and whispers something. "Met me at our dorm and tell the members,i have something to say" i told her secretly and asked her to be quiet about it.

She nodded her head.

This is the only way to find out...