AoT One Shots

Jean x Depressed!Reader

*requested by Kiratheghoul97 }
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10 years ago

"P-please S-stop.." I wheezed out as my dad continually kicked my stomach.

"Filthy, little whore!"

He picked me up by my hair and spat in my face before dropping me on the ground.

I blacked out almost immediately once my head hit the floor.

This torment went on from the moment I turned 5 to when I snuck out of the house at 12.

Then I joined the trainee corps. A few days before the sudden and inevitable Battle of the Trost all of us were stationed there for a theoretical attack.

The Trost district just so happened to be the one I grew up in which meant lots of painful memories.

As all of the trainees were walking through the city I was closer to the back and trying to be hidden. Because of course we were walking right past my old dungeon.

I shuffled uncomfortably closer to the front and just when I thought I was safe I heard my name.

"(Y/N)!!!!!"

Everyone in front of my stopped of course I had failed to notice that I was directly behind my crush, Jean.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

"Just keep going." I mumbled.

No one would budge

"I said keep going!"

Then I felt a strong arm on my wrist.

No. Not now. Not in front of everyone!

"He he so that's where you went,"

My dad pulled me over to face him.

"Yeah! So?"

"Don't you'd are use that language with me you brat!"
My dad punched my stomach and kicked me back into formation.

For a while some people were staring at me. Either in fear or sympathy.

"GO!" I shouted towards them.

Everyone obeyed surprisingly.

I hung my head low and started crying silently. Eventually all of us reached where ever we were staying.

Hurriedly I went inside and jumped in the top of a bunk in the corner and sobbed into my pillow quietly as to not let anyone else hear.

Later that night I woke up and decided I had enough. I couldn't stay here anymore. I didn't want to make my death look like a suicide so I formed a plan to tamper with my gear after killing a few titans.

Just that night I cut myself 8 times on the worst before falling asleep with a plan in my head.

2 days later