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Part 26

*junior year*
I have put a lot of thought into what I'm about to do. I'm not really sure if I should but, it's been haunting me ever since he left. I dialed his phone number and was hesitant about hitting the call button. But I knew it was the right thing. Is it? When I heard it ringing, my heart was racing. Would he be happy to hear my voice or should he be angry I didn't give him his space? "Hey! Sorry I didn't get to you're call I time! I'm either at school or hanging out with kat-" before he could finish I hung up because I knew what he was about to say. Gosh this was such a bad idea! Now I'm- great why am I crying?!? I grab my pillow and scream as loud as I could I fil I couldn't breath anymore. I turned to the clock. Great. 8:00 p.m. I walk downstairs to see if anyone was here. Kyle was passed out on the couch and mom was watching a video in the study room. I quietly grabbed the car keys and my jacket as I went through the front door. The crisp April air hot my face as I walked out and unlocked the car.

When I got to the 24 hour cafe I was driving to (1 hour away from my town) I went in and sat down. I was sitting there heart broken and tired. But I didn't want to go back home. Back to where everything reminded me of him. As I stared out the window, a mans reflection was standing by my table. "Hi my name is Greg and I'll-" he stops mid sentences. I look at him. He's pretty cute. He looks like he would be my age. "Uhhh," he shakes his head. "Sorry about that. What can I get for you?" He said staring at me. He's creeping me out. "I'll just have one chocolate shake no cherry extra whip cream please." I say. He smiles. "Just one shake for one pretty lady coming right up." He says walking away. Great. I roll my eyes and turn to lookout the window again.

When I got into my car, it was 10:00 p.m. I turned on the music and drove back home. When I got back home, my mom was waiting on the couch. "Where have you been!" She says standing up. "I had to get out." I say trying to walk up the stairs. "WHERE. WERE.YOU!" She says louder. I have never seen my mom the mad. I'm actually pretty scared. "I was at a small cafe in Mcfalls." I whisper. I could see the fire in her eyes. "You went to Mcfalls?!? That's an hour away!" She says. "I know. I'm sorry it won't happen again." I say obviously lying. "You're right. It won't. Because I'm taking your car privileges away for a month!" She says. "Now go to bed." She says walking upstairs. What the hell?!?

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This was honestly sad for me to write. Only because it was so detailed on how she felt. Also if any of you have ideas on how this ending should go, make sure to comment them;) also make sure to like and comment what you think:)