Jean x Reader x Ymir || Scenarios

Chapter 17 || Dead

It was finally time. Eren transformed into his titan form, you were amazed to see that it was the titan who simply let you down earlier. Jean held you tighter as you both watched, Eren suddenly lost control. He attempted to slap Mikasa, Jean quickly left to check on her. Eren saw you and grabbed you. You attempted to get out but he wouldn't let you, he aimed you in a way that seemed as if he was gonna throw your somewhere. You and Jean locked eyes, he quickly came to slice off his hand, it was too late. He threw you across the roofs, you were dragged against the rough wood. Getting scabs, bruises, scratches, and huge wounds. You attempted to stop yourself but the wind impact was too strong. Ymir saw and quickly ran to get you, you finally came to a stop. You touched your back and looked at your hand, it was covered in blood. Ymir's eyes widened as she turned you around and looked at your back. You were feeling a bit nauseous but you tried to handle the pain, a tear fell from your eye as she simply poked one of your scabs. Her eyes widened.

"(f-f/n).. h..how much does it hurt?" You tried to stand up but you feel, knowing the fact that he basically crushed your ribs. You yelled in pain as Ymir quickly said, "Quit trying to stand up you idiot! I'm trying to help you!" Tears fell down from her eyes as she noticed you were in excruciating pain. Mikasa and Jean suddenly came, Mikasa gasped as Jean stood there holding both of his blades down. She quickly ran and got onto her knees, she quickly examined you and put you down. ".. Jean, you gonna stand there or do something useful and get us alcohol and a clean, big piece of cloth?" He nodded and quickly maneuvered off. Mikasa sighed and quickly held your head up.

You winced as she did that.

She felt guilty for some reason and quickly put you down. You nodded and tried to stand up, you attempted to ignore the pain and actually stood up for about a minute. You then fell face down, but right as you were about to fall, Jean caught you and slowly put you down on a pillow. He turned you back as Ymir poured alcohol on your wounds.

You squinted and cried out, Jean patted your head and said, "It's gonna be okay, it's hurting me too.." You slowly nodded and relaxed yourself, Ymir put a cloth over your wounds and checked your ribs. She poked it and you winced, Mikasa's eyes widened as she saw you in pain, she pulled Ymir away. "OI! STOP THAT! I'M TRYING TO HELP HER GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!"

Ymir yelled as Mikasa snarled, Jean just watched you. He didn't even try to move. He stood there, he ignored Mikasa and Ymir's screams and laid down with you, "I'm.. s..sorry I wasn't there (f/n)" He mentioned sniffling, you slowly put your head up and smiled.

"LET GO YOU DIRTY BITCH!" Ymir screamed elbowing Mikasa, "THEN TREAT (F/N) CORRECTLY! SHE'S CLEARLY IN PAIN" Mikasa adds, "THAT'S THE POINT! IT'S HELPING HER DUMBASS" Ymir said once more. Finally breaking out of Mikasa's pull, she quickly went up to you again and examined your ribs, she wiped the blood off her nose and poked it. Mikasa attempted to pull her back but Jean took her. "Ymir! Mikasa! I'm fine!" You say slowly standing up. You start to walk, but you tremble in each step.

Jean wrinkles his nose as Mikasa takes out her blades. Ymir slowly backs up as she aims at her, she snarls and takes out her blades too. "I've killed humans before. I won't hesitate to hurt you" She says, Ymir's eyes widened as she said the word 'human' Mikasa furrowed her eyebrows, "Mikasa stop! I'm ok." You yell, she slowly puts her blades down. You attempt to maneuver around but your grip loosens and you fall in the process, you scream but you lock eyes with Jean, he quickly comes and grabs your hand, "You need to be more careful." He says carrying you bridal style. "I'm carrying you like this for a while." He starts maneuvering around, he stops when he finds a titan.

He plots you down and mentions, "I'm gonna kill it, don't even bother to help. You'll hurt yourself" He quickly goes off and takes out his blades, he first tries to slice its ankle off but his blade breaks, his eyes widened. Then he decided to go for it's nape, but he breaks his other blade. He suddenly goes in a state of worry, you scream as the titan breaks the line of his maneuver gear. You quickly pull out your two blades and stab it's eyes. "(F/N)! YOU DUMBASS! STOP!" Jean screams as you continue to attack it. It yells out a cry as you use your two blades to cut off it's nape, it falls onto the floor. You sigh in relief and walk over to Jean, you then feel a sudden sharp pain on your ribs. You yell and fall to the ground, he quickly stands up and examines you. ".. Lucky you didn't die." He says , you try to stand up but tremble each time. You then quickly maneuver away from Jean. You suddenly find Marco. Whose being devoured by a titan, he screams for help as you stay there for a moment.

"M..Marco?" You say trembling, tears fall from your eyes as he sticks his hand out for help. The titan suddenly bites half of him, then he looks at you. He suddenly drops Marco. Your eyes widen as he comes closer. You blink out your tears, then hold your blades up. Your eyes turn light blue, then you start attacking him from hand to hand, arm to arm, leg, to leg, stabbing his eyes nonstop. You let out battle cries, and cries itself when you slayed it. You uncontrollably sliced it's nape, you then fell on the floor. Covered in titan blood, crying. You stabbed open it's stomach, you saw nothing but dead bodies. You cried out louder and screamed, "MARCO! MARCO WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU. IT COULD HAVE BEEN ME"

You started to bang your fists on the the titans body, then grabbing your blades and holding it to your neck. "I FIRST LOSE MY PARENTS, NOW I LOSE YOU" You run over to his dead body and grab his hand, then hold your blade to the nape of your neck, Mikasa quickly finds you and grabs your blade, she looks at Marco and her eyes widen.

"There's only so many people I care about, (f/n)."

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omllll i was actually tearing up while writing this ffs. help meeeee WHY DID I WRITETHIS LMAO IM SORRY MARCO HAD TO DIE ON FATHERS DAY xdd

yes i based this off the ova a choice with no regrets .. cus you get it? rage mode? hehe

welp here y'all go i got some extra anti depressant pills here ya go (i actually use them for my anxiety and insomnia) k bye!1!!1