ethan dolan imagines

he stares at other girls//two

requested//happy tuesday😍

you and ethan were at the mall a while ago, and ethan kinda looked at other women in a way that really bothered you. ethan calmed you down a little but you still want to know why he had to stare at them...that way.

your POV
i'm back at home with ethan. it didn't seem like much happened to ethan, but i feel horrible after what he did. he stared at the girls in such a way that i could've just smacked his little smirk off. yes i'm jealous...have to admit, but he just can't stare at other people like that and not worry about what i feel. ethan had an obvious smirk and his eyes were traveling down the girls' backs. it was disgusting to watch and i still feel that way right now.

he thinks it would help if he would kiss me. he thinks that kissing would solve every problem, but i'm still very mad.

ethan and i are right now watching netflix and chilling. my head was resting on ethan's shoulder while my legs were laying horizontally on his lap. i may seem pretty comfortable since ethan and i always do this, but i'm very tense next to him.

"i'm gonna make some popcorn for this movie," ethan says and moves my legs off his lap to get up. i watch him leave the room before i slouch on the couch. my breath suddenly hitches and i feel my eyes beginning to water.

"i just don't understand," i whisper quiet enough so ethan wouldn't hear. "why would he stare at those girls that way? am i good enough for him? am i only loved for my looks? is the looks the only thing he's looking for, no serious relationship? is that all he-"

"popcorn's in the microwave," ethan says coming into the room. he stops in his tracks because he notices small tears falling down my cheeks. ethan sits next to me and runs my back. "what's wrong?"

"nothing," i mumble and sit myself up. "nothings wrong," i repeat.

"i know there's something wrong because you're crying. what's going on?"

"i'm still confused about the thing that happened at the mall," i mumble. ethan huffs and obviously got annoyed. "what? i don't know why you would check out those girls that way. looking at their asses and smirking like it's no deal-"

"you know that i'm yours-"

"but am i yours too?" i raise my voice.

"of course you are."

"then why do you find it ok to stare at other girls like that, when you know you're taken?"

"you are very jealous right now," ethan says calmly. "maybe you need to calm down. it was a small thing."

i sigh. "ethan i need to understand this. i never got my answer. do you only love me... for the way i look? i don't understand why you think you would be able to stare at those girls without me getting annoyed too. you looked at those girls asses, and had this...fuckboy little smirk on your face. is that all you want? their looks?"

"no i," he starts but doesn't know what to say. "i just got distracted."

"why would it be a distraction?" i point out.

"i-" ethan stops and looks down. "i was a douche at that mall. i'll admit i was not the type of person you wanted to hang out with at the time. i should've been a good guy to you, y/n. and beleive me when i say i love you for who you are, i just wasn't being... me at the mall. i'm very sorry that i made you feel this way," he says cupping my cheeks and wiping the tears. "i love you so much y/n and i hope we can recover from what happened. do you forgive me?"

i look at him straight in the eyes while he looked deep into mine. ethan admitted he was that way. he understood how i felt at that moment and right now. he listened to me and thought about my point of view on the whole situation.

he admitted and i could he knows he screwed up. i know he just looked at their asses, but i was right their and saw the whole thing. a girl would be mad if a guy did that in front of her, and that's how i felt.

but ethan made me feel something. he told his honest truth and i now feel like he wants what we have. he wants the relationship to continue... he wants us. he would do anything to make me feel better, and that's what he did right now. he admitted he done wrong and that's what i wanted.

"i forgive you ethan," i say and soon i hugged him tight. i needed this, and he needed it too. now i feel like we are beginning a serious relationship together. "now i'm serious to say that i love you y/n."

"i love you too."

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sorry this is trash😂 anyways how am i at 900 reads like...no. i never thought that this would happen!!! i find my book kinda cringe but apparently some of you readers find it interesting... so thank you readers😂

tysm to those people that added my book to reading lists❤️

also for the "secrets" imagine i'm writing a part two. i never forgot!!.....

well where i live it's midnight right now, which means it's Tuesday...
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6/27/17✌️️HAPPY TUESDAY❤️😂👌