ethan dolan imagines

trust

beautiful creature^^^^
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he can honestly turn a stormy dark day into a sunny day with flowers and unicorns gliding on rainbows idk it's just me. this is a reason why i've been so soft.
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requested kinda...it's kinda like the ending was requested idfk but i love the idea.

Kaylan's POV (how come all my friends have such cute names i don't understand)
ethan: im going out with a few friends tonight love you (five hours ago)
ethan: oll he home sooonn! (two hours ago)

i stare at his messages, understanding the fact that he's probably drunk. i look around at our apartment admiring our photos on the wall. he barely drinks, only when he's with me, so this is a first.

i feel this anger inside me telling me that all is not right. the air around me thickens when i think about what he could be doing. my blood is boiling just thinking, that perhaps, he's doing something that i will never forgive.

i keep staring at the photos on the wall. we are meant to be together right? maybe it's just the overall vibe that surrounds me. the faint sound of the rain pouring outside, the clashing of thunder and the TV in the background. but it's not only that but the sounds in my mind. i'm doubting everything i has with ethan just by this whole get together with his friends.

i sit on the sofa and thought about what's gonna happen when i see ethan, well, if i ever see ethan. the feeling of love for ethan felt scary. is this what love should feel? the endless thoughts of ethan doing something behind my back? doubting every single thing i have with him? is that love?

am i overreacting? would i really think ethan would betray me?

it doesn't make me feel better thinking about how late it is. too late for my comfort. almost too late for me to even to forgive him.

then i hear the familiar lock on our door 'pop' to unlock. then the door squeaked open.

ethan walked in cursing. "oh gosh i'm in huge trouble," he whispers to himself. "please forgive me."

i walk to the room where he stand and i smell the awful aroma of alcohol in the air surrounding him. his clothes were still looking nice which confused me.

"it's not what it looks like Kay," ethan spoke walking towards me which makes me refrain backwards from him. he looked at my actions and stopped. "i didn't do anything, i just had a few drinks with friends," ethan spoke sounding completely normal by how firm and clear his voice was.

"how many?" i mutter looking down at my hands referring to the smell of him. the scent makes my nose burn and my throat tighten. or maybe that's me about ready to break.

"i...i don't remember. to be honest with you my friends and i has a few," he says scratching the back of his neck, a hint of guilt washed over his face. he doesn't look flushed nor does his behavior show signs of the affects of alcohol.

"what took you so long ethan. you said you would be home, but that was a while ago," i say faintly, not sure why i can't be so mad at him. i wouldn't dare to look at his face yet, even though it's painful to not look.

"i wanted to sober up before i went in the house, i didn't want to look bad to you. i promise," ethan says walking towards me.

i feel myself not move, even though i felt like i should. ethan's two hands clasped my one hand and held it tight to his face. the smell of the bar still radiates off of him.

his eyes seem to become glassy. i can tell he feels bad for what i'm feeling. i can tell.

"ethan. are you sure?" i question his honesty as he closes his eyes. he places a kiss on my hand that was held by his two hands.

he opens his beautiful eyes. "i know it's hard to believe me at the moment-"

"it isn't but i'm just...scared," i admit feeling the tears well up in my eyes.

"i only drink when i'm with you," he says. "but my friends decided to ask me to come with them to a bar. we had a few drinks and my friends and i were just talking. i knew what i was doing and knew a certain someone that i truly love wouldn't want to see me like this. so i stopped and sobered up, with my brother there waiting for me and i got here. that's it and you don't have to believe me but i made a certain promise to you that i'll love you and i don't ever want to lose your trust. i'm asking for you to forgive me but i know it takes a while for that to happen." (cringe)

i feel the anger die down a little when i felt his hand tilt my chin up to face him. he looks at me about to speak, but then covers his mouth so i wouldn't smell his breath, which makes me giggle a little. that for some reason lightened the mood in the room.

"i smell bad. very bad. i really regret going out with my friends. i would just rather chill with you on a rainy day like this and eat ice cream," he says and i realized i forgot all about the horrible claps of thunder and the rain.

i feel my lips curve into a smile. he gives me a smile and looks into my eyes, looking for a hint of lightness from them.

"i love you kaylan and i would never do anything to hurt such a person like you," he says.

"i love you too," i say letting out my trust to him. he spoke the truth, his honestly radiated off his body and the hint of love was in his eyes.

"but you have to clean yourself up," i blurt randomly before he trots off into the bathroom to turn on the shower.

i lay in the bed and watch him come out of the bathroom in his towel and starts changing into something comfortable.

"i already feel my head throbbing kaylan," he spoke rubbing his head. "god this was so stupid."

i opened up my phone and read 1am on it. i watch him put on his pajama pants and walks to my side of the bed to look at me. "i'm gonna grab some advil or something like that."

"okay," i say softly then i feel my eyes close from how tired i was.

i hear the sounds the sink running fade away as i drift off into sleep. then i feel soft lips touch my forehead and the smell of mint in his breath as he spoke. "love you."

i mutter it back since i was half asleep already. the mattress moves a little then i was engulfed in an embrace by ethan from behind me. i completely trust him and love him with all my heart.

the sounds of the blankets moving stopped after our our legs tangle together. i fell asleep to the sounds of his steady breathing and the feeling of his chest rising and lowering on my back.

sorry this was a little bit bad. i JUST CANT SATISFY A REQUEST UGH!!! also there's this dumb glitch on my phone so let me know when you see something totally stupid. i had to redo the whole imagine since it was all glitched yay:)
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it's been a while since i've been updating. i've been working on this for a while but was a little scared to post it.
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and i also have been working on other things in this account so...yeah.
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oh and thanks for getting my book ranked in fanfiction. i never thought that would happen. love you guys<3

near 1k votes y'all i can't wait!!!!!