Chapter 11

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Hailey's POV:

Time was ticking and Justin was staring at me and waiting for my answer. "I can't... and you know that. I mean-" I mumbled and turned around. "You know that it wouldn't end well"

Justin chuckled. "Do I? Well, good that you know, what I think at least because I couldn't realize thing like that..." he said and took his home key on his hand already from his pocket. "I would have wanted just offer you a cup of coffee and good conversations with me you know but I'm not forcing you. See you around, Hails"

"See you" I said back a little embarrassed. I had totally thought that he could catch what I was meaning with my words but he didn't, or then he was just acting.

Justin's POV:

I had tried to reach Hailey almost every day last seven days but she hadn't warmed up to that idea to come over or at least go walk with me. I had no idea what was going on with her when she all od sudden started act like that around me again. Ignoring, like on first days when she came back home.

I went through in my head possible bad things which I may have said to her but I didn't find any.

I went through in my head possible bad acts which I may have showed toward her but I didn't find any.

I missed her company.

It took me over three months, after her moving, to get used to that I couldn't see her around anymore, or look at her from my window when she kept laying on the sun chair in their backyard. I missed her a lot on those months but when I finally lost that feeling inside me, I felt better.

But now it was back again when she was around, and now she was ignoring me. She didn't even know how big effect she had on me. I could hide well my feelings from her, especially now when I couldn't show them to her anymore but I don't say that it's easy for me.

Thought of being that one for her, kept still a place in my heart, and it won't probably ever leave there. It hurt me to hear about it how happy she was in her relationship right now, even I could act well that I was happy for her.

It hurt to see her happy with someone else when you kept thinking all those nights months before when we were still close each others, what future would give us. Now all those dreams kept digging a bigger hole in my heart everytime when it just came to my thoughts for few seconds.

I needed her more than anything right now. Not physically but more like mentally. She was like a some kind of drug to me which kept me complete. The drug which I would need every day.

I didn't know what was wrong with her but I was about to find out it as soon as possible, and make her tell everything. I couldn't let her slip away from me.

And because of that, I had a plan in my head which I knew would work. It may take time before I can see the results but I knew from experience that she can't resist the temptation too long.

Third POV:

She was fighting with her feelings, all people around her could tell that, especially Justin. Her mouth said things which didn't come from her heart. She was keeping up that role of a loyal girlfriend for her boyfriend, even everyone knew that it wasn't what she wanted really.

Marcus wasn't meant for Hailey. There was someone else who would have given everything she needed in her life but she just kept refusing those kind offers. It was closer than she even realized, behind the fence.

She needed some kind of light to show, how much better things would have been if she had let the time heal her scars and she had forgiven to Justin.

But since there was no time machine to use, Justin had to use other ways to remind her of those happy days which she could spend more in the future still if she let her covers drop off completely, and Justin knew exactly how to drop them.

There was a little envelope laying on Justin's table where was written with beautiful letters a name: Hailey
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I may start proceed quickier on this fanfiction for now on because it feels like this start get a little boring for you to read (you don't comment much?) and to be honest, for me to write because I have so much ideas to later parts and I just can't wait to write them.

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