Don't Leave Me

Chapter 2- Second Thoughts

Picture of Ruby^^

I watch him jog back to his friends and decide to go in. The sun was beginning to set. I must had dosed off at some point before getting hit. Because I don't remember hearing or seeing anyone else outside. I have to admit his friends are hot as well but the one I threw the ball back to was smiling at me. I wonder if it's because my bathing Suit I was wearing or the fact I have a mean arm. What am I thinking?! No guy would be checking me out. My phone starts to ring. I look at the caller ID. Aiden? Yeah, Nope! Not going to answer that shiznit. I press ignore only to feel it vibrate. Great he sent a freaking voicemail. I decide to listen to it. "Listen Aubrey, I know you're mad at me but you can't ignore me forever. I know you love me to much to do so. Please call me back or at least text me. We're supposed to be best friends, no matter what we went through. I know you have your assumptions about me. No Bre. I'm not with another girl but I have hooked up with a couple. They were only to attempt getting over you. I want you back. Baby please?!" I start to cry and turn my phone off. Why me?! Should I give us another shot? I didn't give all my time just to give it up, but he did though. He gave up on us and threw all we had away. He's hooked up with a couple of girls. I know I'm not a virgin now but he was, so he had claimed anyways. He had told me, he wanted to lose his virginity to me as well, while we were together long enough. He said he loves me but he was able to sleep with other people already this soon; that shouldn't affect me but it does. It honestly stings. I let my mind wonder back to today at school and the beach. Cameron's friend pops back up and I find myself biting my lip. His arms were nice and those abs, damn them abs! Cameron though! Oh my god! I need rehab! I have a thing for guys with abs but I'm to shy to ever admit it to them. Aiden had only realized how much I liked them when he caught me staring and teased me about it. I go downstairs and help my sister with dinner. She's making pasta and garlic bread. We eat and watch the Little Rascals with Amelia. She falls asleep in my lap and I take her to her room. When I get back my sister smiles at me then says, "You're going to make a good mom one day! Amelia loves you very dearly and you're great with her. As her aunt and God mother, I want to tell you something important." I cut her off. "Oh my God! Ruby are you pregnant again?!" I ask her excitedly. She laughs then tells me, "No. I'm not pregnant nor will that happen anytime soon. However that would be nice. I loved the glow I had with Amelia. What I wanted to tell you was, I've done a Will early just in case something shall ever happen to me. I want you to raise Ameila as your own, if it shall take place. I trust you with her and who better to have custody than my sister?" I smile and hug her. "Thank you Ruby. That means a lot to me but by the time something happens to you, we'll be elderly women." We laugh until she tells me goodnight before heading off to bed. I decide an hour later to turn in as well. Six hours later, I'm awake and ready to go. Wearing a long white skirt with a blue shirt and red suspenders with my red converse, I feel I look okay. I braid my hair to the side and head to the bus stop. Fifteen minutes later, I'm at school. Yasmine walks up to me in the hallway and says, "Hey nerd, I see you decided to look even more dorky today. If you ever want a guy to think about giving you the time of day, you might want to get a makeover. I recommend you do so. You might then be at least decent looking." She laughs and walks off to meet Cameron to make out by his locker. I took notice she was staring at that Evan guy in my Physics Class. He is cute but he's not all that. The boy mainly has good hair. Going to my Creative Writing Class, I sit next to Alaric and Cameron. He looks over at me and smiles, showing me his pencil. I laugh quietly and shake my head at him. He then writes Hey :) on a piece of paper and passes it to me. I write a Hi back and he bites his lip a little as he writes me again. I respond with Aubrey due to him asking what my name was yet again. The teacher assigns us a free verse poem to be written of our choice. However It's due Thursday. In case you didn't know, we don't have school on Fridays. I look over to see him smiling down at his paper. "Hey! No looking." He says to me. Awwe, that's cute, but why does it matter if I see or not? It's just a poem and it's not like I'm going to copy his idea. I finished mine already and I start to think back to what Yasmine said about a make over. Maybe I should get one.