Labyrinth [BTS Fanfiction 1] (Hiatus)

Chapter 13

A/N: The following scenes are still in flashback.

Hating Kim Seok Jin

The next question is, how did I end up hating Kim Seok Jin, the only man I fell in love with?

It wasn’t when I found a hickey on his chest that late January night.

I still remember vividly that one winter night. We haven’t seen each other for two almost three weeks because they were busy attending award shows.

We were on break that time,  a week long break. Most trainees went home but I chose to stay because I was afraid I might never return once I step foot in my home again.

Chasing my dream was tiring and lonely. Even though I was surrounded by people I still miss my mom and dad so much. I haven’t seen them since I got accepted. The business expanded more and I was busy with my trainings. They offered to come every year but I always decline since no one would take care of my grandpa but them.

I was just soaking myself in the warm tub that night to wash away the loneliness. Min Young and her brother invited me to their home but I somehow just wanted to be alone.

I fell asleep in the tub again. I don’t know why but the water really calms me down no matter what kind of emotions I feel.

I step out of the tub and drain it before I rinse myself up and cleaned my mess. I went out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my head.

I added a warmer temperature to my room and change into a white cotton shirt and a white cotton underwear. I did my skin care and I blow dry hair. I was ready to sleep until I hear my front door shut.

Only Jin has the lock code so I know it was him. I remained still on my bed and waited for him to enter my bedroom.

“Oppa? I though you said you have a schedule tonight?” I asked confusedly when he entered my room.

“Oh. Seyeonnie, you’re here?” he blurted out in a slurred. Wait. He’s drunk!

He came closer to me and lay beside me while I remained silent because I don’t know what to say to him. This is the first time I’ve seen him drunk.

He wrap his arms around my waist as he pulled me closer to him and snuggled my neck.

“You smell good but her scent is so tempting.” He uttered still in slurred while I froze.

What the hell is he talking about? Who is her?

“Seyeon-ah don’t go to parties anymore, okay? I don’t want you fucking around with just anyone. I want you clean for me.” He chuckled against my skin before he start sucking the side of my neck.

I felt disrespected of how low he thinks of me but I understood him thinking he was just drunk and that I shouldn’t be affected because he was a soft-hearted warm person in real life so I shouldn’t let the drunk him affect me.

He turned me around to face him and he kissed me hungrily as if I would disappear if he’ll break the kiss.

He towered over me as his hand was already roaming inside my shirt. I could smell a strong scent of alcohol of him and a mixture of something sweet and fruity. A scent of a woman.

He undressed me swiftly and he sucked my nipples harshly. For the first time I did not enjoy how he touched me. I know I’m not possessive but I don’t feel good about how he smell like other women.

He pleasured me good while I fake some moans. I guess this is the feeling of being jealous. I don’t like it at all.

I unbuttoned his shirt and tried to feel the moment to wash away this unpleasant feelings. When I completely took his shirt off and looked at his well-toned body, I felt a pang of pain in my chest.