Labyrinth [BTS Fanfiction 1] (Hiatus)

Chapter 16

Beautiful

“Han Sung. You know I don’t like it when you’re being rude.”

I scolded my son with a stern voice because of his behavior. Jin had already excused himself to make dinner but I know he just can’t take Han Sung’s behavior towards him anymore.

He tried reaching out to Han Sung but the child would just shut him out.

“But uncle Min Wook really warned me about him. He showed me his picture and told me that that guy made you cry so much before.” He reasoned out. He sure does know how to keep his ground. 

We’re already an hour in discussing this situation and it’s just a repetitive cycle because he really refuse to acknowledge Jin as his father.

“Your uncle Min Wook is wrong and do not address your dad as “that guy”. Your dad is a good guy because he gave me a son like you but seeing how you behave like this breaks my heart. I did not raise you to be disrespectful.” I tried to act like I’m sad and angry at the same time so I can persuade him.

“But I really hate anyone who makes mommy cry. I love you mommy and I promise to protect you so please make that man leave and please don’t be angry at me.” he sniffled as his tears started to flow.

It breaks my heart to see my own son cry but I should always correct his mistake. I’m not doing this because I care for Jin’s well being but I’m doing this because I don’t want Han Sung to grow up with hatred in his heart. I don’t want him to end up like me.

I may spoiled him on material things but I always make sure to teach him good manners and virtues because I want him to grow up into a man who’s humble and respectful. A man who discerns and does the right thing always.

“You want to protect me but you’re breaking my heart now. It really makes me sad. I did not raise you like this. I feel like a failure right now.” I acted as if I’m about to cry. 

You see,  what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him so I rather lie to get him to make his actions right. As much I don’t want to help Jin into getting Han Sung’s heart I still really can’t deny the fact that he is the biological father of my child. Given that,  it has become my duty from the very beginning to unite the two but I just refuse to accept it until recently.

“I’m sorry mommy! I will be good! I promise so please don’t cry.”  He hugged me and sob on my shoulder.

I really don’t want to use the tear card against Han Sung because it might affect his mental health but sometimes I just have no choice. I won’t tolerate any of his foul attitude so making him regret his actions has always been my solution.

“You promise you’ll be good to your dad?” I asked as I embrace him and soothe his back for comfort since he was wailing.

“I promise I’ll be good to him.” He replied as he sniff.

“Good. I’ll expect you to behave during dinner, okay? Dad has cooked for us.” I instructed and he just nodded his head because he was crying so hard to even answer.

Han Sung is like me when I was his age. I tend to cry so hard before specially when mom would scold me. Well, the more he grew up the more he looks like Jin but most of his attitude are so me.

I don’t want him to have my personality because I’m rotten that’s why I’m correcting everything in him that is similar to me.

“Do you know why I scolded you?” I asked him when I felt him calming down.

“Because I’ve been rude to my daddy.” He responded but his head was still rested on my shoulders and his little arms were still wrap around my neck.
“And why am I mad about you being rude to others?” I follow up