Song - Eminem - Love the Way You Lie feat Rihanna
I had been dreading this day, we had a photo shoot to do, I was so nervous at seeing Liam for the first time since I left him it had been 5 days, Lou & Harry had both tried to tell me everything would be ok, I had this niggling feeling in the back of my head that wouldn't go away.
As we arrived at the venue for the shoot, my hands were sweating infact my whole body was sweating, I arrived with Lou as Harry thought it might be better, as I walked in my eyes were shooting round the room looking for Liam, he was nowhere to be seen, Lou & I walked into a side room where Louis, Zayn & Niall were all sat laughing and Harry as usual on his phone, he winked as I walked in, I smiled.
"So where is Liam then?" Lou asked, Niall stared at me and smiled, "Hes not here yet, we have tried ringing him but can't get any answer" Niall shrugged, I knew something was wrong as soon as Niall said this, Liam always and I mean always answers his phone, I looked at Harry who gave a concerned look, "I'll try him again" Harry said, "No, let me try" I answered, Harry nodded, "Are you sure you are best person to ring him" Lou asked, "I can only try Lou, I need to know he's ok" Lou nodded
I pressed Liam's number on my phone it rang quite a few times before eventually Liam answered with a groan "Liam are you ok" I asked, "Lily is that you" his voice slurred on the phone, "Yes it's me, where are you" I knew he was drunk it was 10am why was he so drunk? "I'm in bed I need to see you" he slurred, "Right I'm coming over" I ended the call, everyone was staring at me, "Is he ok" Harry asked, "No he's drunk, I need to go to him now" I replied, "I'll drive you over" Harry said jiggling his keys, "But Harry what about the shoot" Lou asked, "We can't do anything without Liam anyway! Come on Lily let's go" I ran after Harry to his car.
We agreed I would go up and see him and if I needed Harry I would ring him as he would wait in the car, I still had my key to the flat so I let myself in, the place was a mess, takeaway cartons, beer bottles, clothes everywhere, I stood staring at the mess this was not like Liam at all, I walked to bedroom door and opened it, he was lay naked face down on the bed, I sighed and walked over and sat down next to him, "Liam, Liam" I shook him, "Lily I knew you would come" he lifted his head, his eyes squinting, "Liam what's going on?" He turned over now, I tried to cover him with the duvet but he threw it back, "Why don't you want me anymore?" I could see tears forming in his eyes, I went to get up of the bed but he pulled me down by my arm, "Just tell me what I did wrong and I'll fix it" his voice low", I'd never seen him like this before, "Let go of my arm Liam" I asked him softly, "Just fucking tell me then? Tell me why you don't want me anymore?" He snapped at me now
I shrugged his grip off me now and stood up to walk out, "Liam you are drunk, you need to sober up" as I went to walk out he jumped up off the bed and slammed the door shut taking me by surprise, he was still completely naked, he pushed me against the door, "Is Harry a better fuck than me then" he hissed in my face, "What?" I asked feeling unnerved now, "It's always about Harry isn't it? Do you think I'm stupid Lily?" I stood looking straight into his eyes, "Liam you don't know what you are talking about" I tried to shove him off me but he pressed his full body weight onto me, "So now your a liar as well as a whore" his nose was touching mine now, my breathing was heavy, I had never seen him like this before his breath smelt of stale beer
"I'm not lying to you" I whispered, his hand slammed on the door, he laughed now, "Did you think I wouldn't find out about you both?Did you think when you fucked him the other night on the sofa I didn't know? All the times you went missing, you were with him, the worst thing is I knew but I loved you, he will never love you like I do, he uses women but me I loved you, he never will" Liam shouted in my face, my legs were shaking, "Please Liam let's just talk about this" his hand travelled down my arm, "What talk about my best friend and my girlfriend? Yeah let's do that infact let's get Harry here and let's all talk about it, is he here?" "Yes he brought me he's outside in the car, he was worried about you, we all were" he laughed again, "Get him up here now" he shouted, I rang Harry and asked him to come up to the flat
Liam moved away from now as he picked some sweats up off the floor and pulled them on, I stood frozen at the door, "Right let's talk then" he whispered in my ear, I moved and let him open the door, Harry was stood in the living room just staring at us both, I'd left the flat door open for some reason, "So Harry it's all cosy for you now isn't it?" Harry gave me a look, "What do you mean?" Harry replied, "Well let's see you have been fucking my girlfriend for months and now she's moved in with you, so I'd say that's fucking cosy wouldn't you" Liam shouted
"Liam please calm down" I asked trying to grab his arm, as I did he swung it back and knocked me to the floor, as I fell down Harry moved towards me, "Don't you fucking dare move Harry" Liam shouted, Harry stopped in his tracks looking at me on the floor, "Tell me Harry is she worth it? Why did you choose my girlfriend for fucks sake, you are my best friend, you knew how much I loved her, you could have anyone but no you had to have mine" "It wasn't like that Liam" I shouted, "You just shut the fuck up now" Liam screamed at me the tears rolling down his face, "And do you know Harry I thought you respected me but you even fucked her the other night here on this sofa. I watched her face as she sat on you, she never looked at me that way, you must be good" Harry stepped forward again, "Liam I'm so sorry man I really am, but I love her" Liam laughed hysterically, "You love her, I've heard it all now, you don't love anyone but yourself"
I touched my head where I had hit it my hand was full of blood, "Liam let me get Lily up she's bleeding" Harry asked calmly, Liam looked down at me, "Do whatever you want" he said to Harry and Liam walked away to the kitchen, Harry rushed over to me, "You ok? I need to get you to hospital" Liam stood clapping "Oh you touch my heart, you really do" "Liam fucking enough now, she's hurt I need to get her to hospital, so don't fuck with me now" Liam rushed across the room to Harry who jumped up and they both stood infront of each other, "Go on, do it, hit me Liam, I deserve it" Harry hissed in his face, I sat and watched as Liam just stared at him.
"Get the fuck out, both of you, you have both lied to me, the people I most trusted in the world, just get out" he screamed as sobs took over his body, Harry helped me up and led me out of the flat to the car, as we were driving to the hospital he rang Lou to tell her what had happened.
I sat thinking how Liam knew all this time but never said anything. How could we have done this to him? I have lied to him over & over and knew how we had both betrayed him.
