Song - Sugababes - Too lost in you
He stood looking at me and then back to Daisy, Lou walked forward and grabbed his arm, he shrugged her off, "Your joking right?" He asked, "No, I'm not, she is your daughter, look at her, she looks just like you" this is not how I wanted him to find out, his eyes filled with tears, "No, no, no, this is not happening" he shouted at me, "I didn't want you to find out like this" I replied, he just stood looking at me, "Was you ever going to tell me?" "I...I don't know" I dropped my head down, "I have to go" he said and turned and ran back into the hotel
Lou walked up to me, "Go to him NOW" she shouted at me "But Daisy" I stuttered, "I'll sort Daisy, just go to him" I ran into the hotel and went up to his suite, the door was ajar as I got there, I walked in and he was sat on the sofa, he looked up as walked up to him.
"Was I that bad you couldn't tell me?" Harry said, "No....no it wasn't like that, I didn't know I was pregnant when I left, I just thought it was best for all of us" he shook his head, "You had no right to make that sort of decision, you should have told me" I sat down next to him, "I didn't know how to tell you" "And that makes it all alright then doesn't it?" He laughed, "You are not the person I thought you were Lily" his words cut in to me, "What do you mean? It doesn't mean I didn't love you, I was trying to protect you and as time went on it just got harder and harder" I went to touch his arm, he stood up, "So who else knows?" I stayed silent, WHO ELSE KNOWS?" He shouted, he made me jump with his tone, "Just Lou" "Lou knew all this time and she never told me? Fucking hell this gets better and better" I've never seen Harry this angry before, "Do you know what Lily just fuck off, just go" "I'm sorry Harry" he didn't even look at me as I left.
I got down to car and Lou was sat on the grass with Daisy playing, "You ok?" Lou asked, "I need to go, he knows you knew, I'm sorry" I told her, "It's fine don't worry about me, just take this beautiful girl home" Lou hugged me and we made our way home
When we got home I made dinner & Daisy sat watching TV, I was just about to sit down when the door bell rang, I answered the door and Harry was stood there, "Can I come in?" I moved out of the way and gestured for him to come in, "Hey Daisy" Harry said, Daisy smiled at him and carried on watching TV, "We need to talk" he said sternly, I walked into the kitchen and he followed.
"One question" he asked me, "OK ask" "Is she definitely mine?" His face stern, "What? Fucking hell Harry look at her, she looks just like you, I can't believe you have asked me this" I slammed my hand down on the kitchen top, "I had too, you were still sleeping with Liam aswell I'm just so confused" I grabbed a photograph off my fridge and thrust it into his chest, "Look...just look at her" he took the photo off me and looked at her, "Ok, yes she does look like me" I sighed, "You have to see it from my side Lily, I've just found out I've got a 3 year old daughter, my heads fucked" Daisy came walking into the kitchen, "Mummy why shouting?" I looked at Harry his face softened now, "Oh baby I'm sorry, we aren't shouting I was talking loud" I picked her up and I saw tears in Harry's eyes, "Daisy do you want to sit with Harry for a minute while I tidy up" "Yes, yes" she held her arms out to him, he walked and took her out of my arms
I tidied up the kitchen and looked outside where Harry was sat with Daisy, she was pulling his hair sat on his knee facing him, she was giggling so loud, I stood and watched him with her, like two peas in pod, she had his dimples and everything, Daisy started to yawn now so I walked outside, "Daisy baby time for sleeps" I said, "She looked at Harry and kissed him with a sloppy kiss, Harry laughed, "Night night Daisy" as I walked off she waved at him, "Please stay" I asked him, he nodded
I put Daisy down to sleep and when I came back out Harry had a beer and had poured me some wine, "I hope it was ok to help myself" he asked, "Sure it is" I sat down next to him, "She's a beautiful girl Lily" "I know she is! I'm so sorry Harry I did what I thought was best at the time" he leaned back on the sofa and looked up to the sky, "My head hurts like fuck, all I've thought about since you left was finding you, and what pisses me off more than anything is that Lou knew everything all along" "Harry that was my fault, don't blame Lou please" I asked
I looked down at his legs stretched out infront of him, how I wanted to touch him right now but I didnt think it was the right time. We sat in silence for a few minutes, "Lily, I'm finding this hard, but I want to part of her life, I'll give her everything" "I know you will, I have no problem with that, I want you to be with her" "So come back to London then! I'll look after you both, I want to be with you both everyday, not some part time dad" he turned and faced me and grabbed my hands, "I love you so much just please think about it" I couldn't stop myself I just leant in and kissed him, my tongue diving into his mouth, feeling the taste of him
"Fuck me Harry" I whispered, I stood up now and removed my clothes and stood infront of him, he sat looking at me, his finger was now tracing down my body, "Take your clothes off" I said, I stepped back as he stood up and removed his clothes, his cock so hard I bit my lip watching him, he sat back down and I licked my lips as I kneeled down infront of him, I gripped his cock and licked the tip of him, his head fell back as I moved my hand up & down him, I took him fully into my mouth, his groans making me wetter, he slid down more on the sofa as I licked his balls softly, "Fuck me now" Harry whispered, I got up and lowered myself on top of him, his cock slipped in to me so easily, I ground my hips down on him as deep as I could get him, his eyes watching me as he now bit his lip, "Fuck Lily" he said, I smiled as I grabbed the back of the sofa and moved up & down on him
"I want you to come all over me" I whispered into his ear, he stood up picking me up with him, he then lay me down on the sofa, he stood over me as I watched him make himself come, his head fell back as he released all over me, I opened my mouth to catch his fluids, he stood over me with eyes closed, he was so beautiful he took my breath away.
We lay together now, "I will come back to London with you but just give me time to sort things out" he hugged me tighter, "Really? I will look after you I promise, you & Daisy!" "I know you will" we just lay in the warm night air, my mind racing round
I woke up in bed the next morning with a note next to my head,
I had to go I have a recording to do today, call me later and bring daisy to the hotel
Love you H xxx
I smiled as new I had the life I always wanted ahead of me.......
