1 Year Later
I had been back in London a year now, back working for Lou I loved it, it was like old times, Daisy was settled at nursery and myself and Harry were really happy, I hated him going away and he hated it too but we has no choice. Since we had been back I had spent quite abit of time in Liam's company which was nice, I think finally now we were at ease with each other after all these years, I felt like such a long time ago now, I'd watch Liam how he had changed his body, his mind he was totally different to the Liam I knew back then.
One night we were all together in a bar in London, myself & Lou were drinking cocktails which is not a good combination at all, to be honest I had been drinking quite a lot lately, it helped de-stress with work and stuff, I could see Harry watching me, I danced my over to him, he smiled as I got to him, "Lily I think you need to slow down with those cocktails babe" "I'm fine, stop nagging" I knew I was drunk now cos normally I would never say stuff like that to him, "You can be such a bitch Lily when your pissed" he replied, I smiled at him and gave him the finger, he grabbed my arm, "I think it's time to go?" I pulled my arm away, "I'm going nowhere, if you don't like it you go" I hissed in his face, he picked his phone up off the table and walked off, Lou stumbled towards me, "Where's Mr Grumpy Pants off too?" We both laughed hysterically, I sat down at the table now and I was sat next to Liam who I have to say was looking extremely good through my drunken haze, "Lily are you ok? Liam asked, I smiled "Yeah, yeah, Harry's fucking left, but I'm fine, I think I'm a bit drunk" "I think you need some air" Liam lifted me up and gestured to the security to let us out for some air on the terrace, it wasn't warm outside so the cold hit me straight away, Liam sat me down on a chair, "Sit here for a while & sober up" he sat down next to me.
I turned my head to look at him, he was staring out across the London skyline all lit up, "Liam do you forgive me?" I asked slurring my words, he turned to look at me, "Course I do, it wasn't meant to be but obviously you and harry were" I flung my head back and laughed, "You think?" Liam looked at me shocked, "What do you mean? You love each other, you have Daisy, it all looks good to me" Liam replied, "Do you still want me Liam" I heard the words leave my mouth but couldn't stop myself, "Lily your drunk, I think you need to go home" "No answer me, do you still want me?" Liam knelt down infront of me, "I've always wanted you, you were everything to me, I watch you with Harry and it hurts me, but it's him you love it always has been" I looked into his eyes and leant down and kissed him, my tongue searching his mouth, he pulled back from me and looked at me, then grabbed my head and kissed me back so passionately, "Do you want me now?" I asked, "Yes, I do so much" Liam replied, "Take me home with you" I slurred, Liam stared at me, "Lily, your drunk, you don't know what your saying" "I do know what I'm saying, I want you, I want you now" I jumped up off the chair and fell down laughing.
Liam listed me up and took me back inside and then arranged a car to take me home, he stood holding me up waiting for the car, "Come with me I don't want to go on my own" I stuck my bottom lip out at him, Liam laughed, "OK, stop with the bottom lip". We got into the back seat of the car and Liam told him my address, "I don't want to go home yet, take me to your house" Liam sighed, he told the driver his address now, we finally arrived and Liam helped me in
I threw myself down on the sofa, "I'll get you some coffee" Liam said and disappeared, I needed a drink not coffee, I lay laughing to myself and for some reason I got undressed and lay on the sofa in my underwear, Liam came back and just stopped at the door, "Lily what are you doing?" He placed the coffee on the table, "Get dressed" he demanded, "Don't you want me now?" I grinned, I could see he did want me, he couldn't take his eyes off me, I undid my bra and threw it at him, he rushed over to me now and threw me down onto the sofa kissing me so hard, he felt so different to Harry, my head was spinning.
I was now on top of him riding him, his head threw back, I knew it was wrong but I couldn't stop, I felt like a naughty schoolgirl, the alcohol had completely taken over me now. After we had finished Liam held me, "I have wanted to do that for so long" he said, I suddenly became aware of what I had done, "I need to go home Liam, please get me a cab" he nodded, I got dressed and sat waiting for the cab, Liam's body was so different to Harry, I watched as he walked round in his boxers, I felt turned on again, I needed to go, he kissed me at the door before I stumbled into the cab, "Call me Lily" I winked at him
When I got home I fell through the door laughing, I looked up and Harry was stood looking down at me which made me laugh more, "Your a fucking disgrace Lily" "Oh fuck you, you are so miserable" I continued to laugh, Harry walked off upstairs just leaving me lay on the floor, I needed a drink, I eventually got up and found some vodka in the kitchen I swigged it from the bottle, I just sat on the floor drinking the vodka, I woke up on the kitchen floor, my head was pounding, Harry was sat on a kitchen chair, "Sort yourself out before our daughter sees you" he said angrily, "What time is it?" I asked croakily, "5am, just get up and of to bed" his face full of disgust.
I managed to get upstairs and lie on the bed, then it hit me what I had done with Liam.
All I knew was that I needed a drink.
