I woke to a bright white room with just me, I tried to sit up but I couldn't move, the light in front of me was calling me, it was the most beautiful light I had ever seen, why couldn't I move? I could hear voices but see no one.
It suddenly went dark again, I woke up looking at the ceiling, I heard the voices again, I turned my head to see Lou sat on a chair talking to a nurse, "Lou" I croaked, she jumped up and ran over to my bed, I noticed a nurse at the side of me now too, then it hit me what had happened.
I tried to sit up but I was covered in wires that seemed to be holding me down, "Daisy, where's Daisy?" I shouted, "Lily, just calm down, Harry is with her, she's fine" Lou stroked my forehead, I saw the look Lou gave the nurse, I knew she wasn't telling me everything, "Lou what's going on" "Lily you need to calm down and rest, I'll go and get Harry" Lou gave the nurse that look again and left the room.
The nurse started to fiddle with some wires on me, she had this look of pity on her face when she looked at me, I stared back up athe ceiling when Harry appeared at the side of me, his eyes red, his hair wrapped in in a bandana, "Harry, what's going on? I know something is wrong" he dropped his head, I saw the nurse pat his arm, "Just fucking tell me, where is Daisy?" I saw his eyes fill with tears, "She was hurt badly in the crash" "No, no, I need to see her" I screamed, "Just calm down Lily please?" He begged, "Get these fucking wires off me now, I want to see my daughter" the nurse had now brought a doctor in to me, Harry was now holding my hand, I couldn't take in what the doctor was saying, I looked at the doctors face but it's all seemed in a foreign language to me, "No, just shut up, someone just tell me in plain English what's wrong with her" "She hit her head badly, she's in intensive care at the moment" I felt my body shaking, "I need to be with her please" I begged the doctor, he nodded to nurse, "I understand I'll get you down there as soon as I can" the doctor smiled
I eventually got unhooked of the wires and was seated into a wheelchair, harry wheeled me down to intensive care, as I was wheeled into the room I could see her small body lay life less in the bed, sobs took over my body, Harry came round to me and hugged me gently, "She will be ok Lily I promise, I'm paying for the best care for her" I stared at him, "What if she's not? What will I do without her, she's my world, my baby" I sobbed, I sat by her bed for which felt like years, I never moved not once, neither did Harry, he looked worse than considering I'd just been in a car crash
The days passed by so slowly but the signs were good for Daisy, she was responding to the medication really well, after her being asleep for 5 days she woke up, the relief washed over me in waves, I was finally able to hold my baby, we were in hospital for another 3 weeks with her but eventually she was allowed home, she would need to back for some more tests, but the doctors were happy with her progress
The night I took her home Harry & I sat on her bedroom floor watching her sleep, her chest rising as she slept, "You ok?" Harry asked, "Yeah, I'm just glad she's home" I rested my head on his shoulder, "I thought I'd lost you both at one point" he said quietly, I turned my head to look at him, "What do you mean?" He brushed my cheek with his hand, "It was touch & go for you both" I suddenly remembered the bright light pulling me in but I didn't want to go to it even though it was so beautiful
"Well I'm here, I'm going no where" Harry kissed my forehead, "Wine?" He asked, I nodded, we went out to the kitchen and he poured us some wine, "I'm not going back to London without you" he said, "But you will have too, you have commitments with the band" "Fuck that, this is important to me, you, Daisy, I'm not leaving without you" I sat down at the table, "Well we need to get things sorted then don't we?" He sat himself up on the kitchen top, his long legs dangling down, "My house is ready for you both, I've a designer come in to sort Daisy's room so it's all ready, just say when and we travel back together" he smiled
A couple of weeks later the three of were London bound, the doctor said Daisy was well enough to fly and would contact the hospital in London to advise them about her, after a long flight we finally arrived at Harry's newly renovated house, the gates opened as we drove in, their were a few girls hanging around outside I noticed, they gave little screams when they saw his car and he waved to them
Daisy was fast asleep so Harry carried her into the house and lay her on the biggest sofa I had ever seen, I stared round at the house, "Do you want me to show you round" he smiled, I nodded smiling back, it had 5 bedrooms, 4 bathrooms, the kitchen was huge, it was all so tastefully decorated, when we arrived at Daisy room I opened the door and their was the biggest princess bed I'd ever seen, it was beautiful, I gasped the trouble he had gone to, "Oh my god Harry it's amazing" I hugged him, "She will love it" "Here let me show you our room" he dragged me up the hallway, our room was just amazing too, the biggest bed I'd ever seen everything was just perfect, "Have you actually lived here yet?" I asked, "No, it's just finished a few days ago" he smiled and sighed happily
Things were falling into place so nicely, Daisy was nearly back to herself which was great and she had now started to call Harry Daddy which elated Harry no end, I had my job back with Lou, my life couldn't get any better..........
