I woke the next morning feeling in a funny mood, my friend dropped Daisy of with me and she hugged me so hard, "Mummy I miss you" my heart melted, when I looked into her eyes all I can see is Harry, it's all I've ever been able to see since the day she was born, Lou is the only person that knows Daisy is Harry's daughter, she the only one that ever met her, so today was going to be a huge thing for me, especially seeing Liam since that night in Harry's house.
I text Harry to tell him I would come to the hotel and then I called Lou to have a small breakdown, she laughed at me, "Lily, stop stressing, it will be fine, Daisy will be fine here with Lux" "I know, I know it's just such a big thing for me, what if Harry asks questions about Daisy's dad again? Oh Lou I don't think I can do it" I replied, "Lily, get your arse down to this hotel or I will come & drag you here, I want to see Daisy so much" I finally agreed that I would leave now
I pulled up at the hotel and parked the car, as I walked into the hotel reception I was greeted by Lux running to me, I scooped her up and covered her with kisses, she was giggling, Lou had hold off Daisy doing the same, Lou stopped and looked at me, "It will be fine" she kissed my cheek, "Looking good by the way Lily" she winked, "Shut up" I laughed
As we got to the suite where Harry was staying my heart was nearly beating out of my chest, "Do I look ok?" I asked Lou, "You look fucking fantastic, just stop" Lou opened the door and Daisy ran in with Lux, Harry smiled as the girls ran in, he looked up at me & smiled, "I'm so glad you came" he walked over to me now and kissed my cheek, Lou laughed "I get the girls some stuff to do" I noticed someone in the next room I looked in and it was Liam just stood looking at me, he smiled, "Liam" "Hey Lily, you look great" he walked towards me, he looked so good, he reached me and kissed my cheek, Harry stood back a few steps, "It's so good to see you" he said, "And you too, you look great" it was feeling so awkward, "Right well I'll order some drinks" Harry tried to diffuse the awkwardness.
Harry wandered off I could hear him talking on the phone, "Listen Lily, I need to say I'm so sorry for what happened, I was in a bad place, I understand you can never forgive me" Liam said, "Liam, it's fine, I do forgive you, let's not rake up old stuff now, we have all moved on" he smiled now, "I just need to say if you & Harry want to try again, I have no problem with it, I'm very happy with my life right now" I touched his arm, "Thank you that means a lot but let's not rush things" "Harry says you have a little girl, how old is she? You brought her didn't you?" I needed to change the subject, "Err yes she's here, Lou where are you?" I shouted, I walked into a bedroom and Lou was sat on the bed with girls, "Help me Liam is asking questions about Daisy" I grimaced, "OK keep calm! Right girls stay here and play while I go in the other room" they both nodded and kissed Daisy's head.
Harry was sat down now talking to Liam, "The other will be here shortly" Harry explained to me, I smiled and nodded, "So I thought we may go down to beach or something" Harry told me, "Are you kidding me?" I asked, "No why? It will be ok" Harry replied, "No I don't mind going down to the pool with Daisy but no beach, I don't her followed by paps she isn't used to it, it will scare her" Harry looked at Lou, "Right ok we will go down to the pool then" Liam looked so uncomfortable, "Right well I'll go and sort some things & I'll see you later" just then Daisy came toddling out of the bedroom and just stood staring at us, Liam looked at her and then straight at me, I could tell he was questioning things in his head, "Mummy" "Baby come here" I got up and picked her up, "I don't know anyone" Daisy said
Harry got up and walked to us, "You know me I saw you yesterday" Harry said, he held his hands out to take her off me, I looked at Lou who nodded then I noticed Liam's face, I passed Daisy to Harry, she was abit apprehensive at first but she went to him, he walked over to the window with her showing her the pool, Liam got up and walked towards me, "He has no idea does he?" He whispered, "I don't know what you mean?" My face blushing, "Liam leave it" Lou said, "This is wrong, I can see it why can't he" he walked off shaking his head
My mind went into a panic, Lou could see this, "Lil it's fine" she said calmly, "No, no it's not I need to go" I walked over and pulled Daisy from Harry who was totally oblivious who what had just happened, "We need to go" I said, "What? You just got here, I thought we were spending the day together" I just ignored him and left the suite, tripping over my own feet I was walking that quickly, I was pressing the button for lift like my life depended on it, "Lily what wrong? Please don't go" Daisy was staring at Harry, the lift door opened and jumped in staring at him, "I'm sorry I can't do this" he stood looking totally dumbfounded, the doors closed
When we reached the reception I ran with Daisy in my arms to my car and buckled her in, just as I was getting into my car I heard Harry shouting me, "Lily please! What have I done? Please don't go, you always fucking run off" he shouted, I slammed the car door shut and stood looking at him, "What do you mean I always run off?" I shouted back, "You ran off and left me last time, just fucking stop it, you are so selfish sometimes" What? I'm selfish? That's fucking rich coming from you" I was screaming, "Just let me get to know you again and Daisy aswell" I opened my car door again now, "No, it's not going to happen Harry, please just leave it" "No, what is the problem with me & Daisy" Lou was now stood behind him, "Harry leave it now" he shrugged Lou off, "No, I want to know what the problem is? But no you have to fuck off and leave me again" "How fucking dare you say this to me, I had no choice when I left" I screamed in his face
Daisy was crying in the car, I opened the door to comfort her, Harry was stood next to me, he tried to make her smile, "Just don't Harry" I asked, "What's the problem?" My head had gone totally now, "Can you not see it? Look at her" I moved his head round to look at Daisy, he stared at her, "She's your daughter" he just stood looking at Daisy and then just backed away from us.
