Song - One Direction - You & I
3 Years later
I loved my new life in LA. Leaving Harry was the hardest thing I'd ever had to do even harder than leaving Liam, but now I had a great job in LA, a lovely house, infact just a great life, Lou helped me get a job with some people she knew.
I had managed to avoid Harry & Liam for 2 years now, they had both tried to contact me at certain points especially Harry but I just blocked him out, Lou told me when they would be here, so I could avoid them, which is childish I know but it was for the best, they didn't know I lived in LA, I liked it this way, she told me they had built their relationship back up, which made me happy, I knew I had made the right choice.
My phone rang I saw Lou's name, "Hey you" I answered, "Thank god Lily" I sat down, "What's wrong?" "Now don't freak out on me but the boys are coming to the awards show, I know you are working there" Lou told me, "What? No they weren't supposed to be coming, that's why I took the job" I replied, "I know, I know but change of plan, I'm coming too we will be there tomorrow night" after a long conversation we agreed I had to see them sooner or later. I wasn't ready for this at all.
The next day I was sat sorting through some bills when their was a knock at he door, I sighed and looked outside in the garden, I opened the door and he was just stood there smiling, "Harry" I think the shock in my face was evident, "Lily, how are you?" I turned my head to check the garden, "Err yes great" "Is this a bad time, I'm sorry just turning up, ermmm I just wanted to see you" "No, well yes it is sort of a bad time" just then the voice that I didn't want to hear right now started to shout me, "Mummy"
I saw Harry's face change as little tiny girl came running up behind me and grabbed my leg, "Mummy outside" she giggled, the blood had now drained from my face infact I think it had drained from my whole body, "Daisy, go back in the garden mummy will be there in a minute" Harry was just staring at her, "Hello" Harry said to her, Daisy just stared at him, she just ran back off into the garden.
"I didn't know you had a daughter" "Why would you know? Harry what do you want?" And how did you find me?" I asked sternly now, "I have been looking for you forever, Lou would never tell me! I hired a private detective" he laughed, I smiled at him, his smile still lit me up after all this time, "Can we have dinner or something?" He asked, "I don't think that would be a good idea" "Please Lily, I have so much I need to tell you, I've waited 3 years for this moment" I sighed, "Ok then, you can come here I don't want to photographed with you" I smiled and he laughed, "Come back later about 8pm" I told him, "Thank you Lily" I shut the door and slid down it
"Mummy who was that man?" Daisy asked as she sat down next to me, "It's just a friend from England" "He look nice" I smiled, "Yes he is nice" I pulled her onto my lap, she was my world, it was hard being on my own with her but I had great childcare and she was a happy child
When I found I was pregnant after I left I was so unsure of what to do, I spoke to Lou about it she helped me through, I even thought about going back to the UK, but decided against it. So I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on my own, Lou wanted to be with me but couldn't get here in time, she had kept my secret for 3 years now, it must be so hard for her not to tell Harry about his daughter.
I'd stand watching her, she looked so much like him, I knew he saw it when he looked at her, when he turned up today I thought I was in a dream, he looked so good, I'd followed the band still so I saw pictures of them all the time, I knew Liam now had a lovely girlfriend but Harry flitted from one woman to another according to the tabloids.
I arranged for my friend to take Daisy for the night, so I attempted to cook some pasta, and got myself ready, I kept it simple with shorts & top, I was so nervous, my hands were sweating profusely, I kept on checking myself in the mirror like a fool
Just before 8pm there was a knock at my door, I checked myself again the mirror and went to answer the door, I opened it see Harry stood with the biggest bouquet of flowers ever, they were so big they were hiding his face, he popped his head round them "Hey" he smiled, "Are those for me?" I asked laughing, "No they are for your neighbour" he laughed, I took them off him and he came in staring round at the house, "Nice place" "Yeah it is" I answered, I walked into the kitchen and watched him taking in the atmosphere of my house, he looked so fucking good, he had shorts on a tshirt it was always so warm in LA, I studied his physique he had bulked out a lot more now his muscles were evident though his shirt and his legs were just to die for, I shook my head and tried to think of what to with the flowers
"So I've cooked pasta I hope thats ok?" I asked him, "Thats fine" he smiled, I offered him a beer which he accepted, "it's not quite ready yet, shall we sit outside for a while?" "Whatever you want to do" he grinned, he followed me outside to the garden area and we sat down on opposite sofas, "So where is your daughter?" I had been waiting for this question, "Daisy is with my friend for the night" I took a swig of my beer, "Oh right" he looked deflated, "So where is her father then?" He asked, I just stared at him, "Hes not around anymore" I could feel my body flushing red, "So he doesn't see her then?" Harry asked his eyebrows raised, "No, Harry what's with all the questions? What do you want?" He stared straight at me, "You, I want you, I've tried to find you for what feels like forever" I just stared at him, I stood up, "I need to check on dinner" I walked into the kitchen, I knew he was behind me, as I turned round he was right infront me, he pushed me up against the wall, his face right infront me, I knew my breathing was now heavy
The smell of him took over me, his eyes just studying my face, his hands now on my face, he leant in to kiss me, his tongue parting my lips, it felt like I'd never been away from him, my hands now found his hair, we were kissing so roughly he lifted me up onto the kitchen top, he lifted my shirt over my head and looked down at my breast and slowly planted kisses, my breathing so heavy now I thought I was going to pass out, he then just stopped and looked up at me, "I have never stopped loving you" he whispered, my heart nearly bursting through my chest, "I have always loved you, leaving you was the hardest thing I have ever done" I replied, he kissed me again but softer this time
He picked me up and said "Where is you bedroom?" He smiled, "On the left" he carried me to my bedroom and laid me down on the bed, "You do know I'm not letting you go again now don't you?" Harry said, "I don't want you too" I replied.
