His Heart

Thank You!

I can't express how much I am gratful for the amazing people that have read this story. I am very happy and proud of the work I have made. I remember when I wrote one of my Gerard Way story. It only got up to about 130 views. Even after I completed it, it seemed it was always set up for failure. But now since that is put behind me, and this story is my main focus, I am very confident with this story. Now, I want to take the time to recognize a few people that have a deep meaning for this story. I've mentioned her many times before, but in my book, more than just a few recognitions isn't more than enough. My good friend, Sawyer_Cade_Howelter, you've inspiried me to write this book. If it wasn't for you, I don't know where I would be today. This book was succesful on hitting half 1k! And if it wasn't for your idea on making this book, I wouldn't be writing this. You've inspired something that is worthy of being read many times. There are million of anime fans out there looking for a good fanfiction based off a charcter of their liking. Since you watched Howl's Moving Castle, you've found a character that your fangirl heart loves, and you wanted a book. And since that amazing idea happened, you and many other fangirls are satisfied with having a fantasy with a character they like. And ever since that Friday, watching Howl's Moving Castle, (and me checking the Pens game every so often during the movie. And having to put up with my tiny bladder), I think you deserved a special recognition instead of a small chapter recognition. 

Now I know there are plenty other people who have read this, and I would like to thank them as well. I'm sorry, but I forget some of the user's names and I'm really sorry about that. But just know if you're one of the readers who have voted, commented, and read through the entire book, thank you. I haven't had this many votes, comments, and reads in like forever. And seeing so many people liked and voted on my different chapters, means a whole lot to me. As well as the comments. Especially that one where someone commented they liked the Spirited Away Part 1 crossover. I didn't know I was capable of giving many thoughts to readers just by what I wrote. And part 2 will be published, thanks for the 503 views before july 7th! I knew you had it in you guys! Since you guys are clearly satisfied with this story, there is more to come! Hopefully we can fulfill my long hearted dream since I came onto Wattpad, and that's 1k views on a succesful story! And I know we cane make it happen, since we're already halfway there! Now, this is truly from the bottom of my heart and I'm being sincere. I really thought this wasn't going to do as well as I thought it was. At first, I had doubts that people would read this. I was so close on giving up and retiring this book. I was soon running out if ideas, and was soon losing the passion to write. Celebrating 3 years soon, it's been a long and rough journey to persue writing. There's a long road you have to face, having bumps, and possibly stops in your work. I remember when I was writing this, I had this gut feeling that this wasn't going to work, so I stopped. Three days went by and I hadn't have any passion, ideas, and most of all, the will to continue. And since then, it had a big impact on my personal wiritng career. I felt like I wasn't enough, and that I wasn't going to have my dream accomplished. Two years was a long time to write. There were plenty of times when I was entering my second year, that I was ready to quit. I was feeling like I was facing this challenge alone and head on. There were so many times in my second year when I just wanted to throw it all away. But a voice rang in my head, saying, "2 years of work, and you're ready to throw it all away?!" And that was some light came into my life. Realization struck me. I now know that all writers, athletes, workers, doctors, nurses, etc suffer the same negative thoughts. They think they're not good enough for the world, but when something hits them like something hit me, they know they need to continue their work. And if any of you are reading this and you're a writer and facing these problems, know you're not alone. There are people out there who are struggling the same problems. And know that one of the people who are struggling is the person who is writing a fanfiction you love. Many times while I was writing, not only this, but other things, I had a deep urge and action to get rid of it. Just think of this, already starting my third year in of writing, and I'm feeling more confident then ever. 

My first year of writing was alright. I wasn't that confident, but I was having a lot of fun. Me being an ambivert (for those of you who don't know what that is, it's a mix of introvert and extrovert.) I was speaking from my heart and writing with every ounce of emotion I had. I am very emotional when it comes to certain topics. My second year is when all the doubts, anger, and negative thoughts came in. I'm led to believe that it was my personal life that contributed to these feelings. Entering my third year, I'm confident and keeping my head high. And I want all of the young writers out there to keep their head high. And don't let anyone's negative thoughts about you get you down. Just think of it as this way, they're jealous. I'm almost 15 and almost having the same amount of success as an old and experience writer. People throw mean and hurtful words at you, because they're jealous of the success you're having. I should know, my sister does it to me alot. She picks on me about my writing, and she's almost going into college. She's jealous because of the amount of success I'm having before her. Take this into consideration, people are jealous of people who are having more success then them, therefore trying to chip away at your confidence. Don't let them do that to you. Remain strong and determined. That's what I want this world to have. 

Sorry this was extremly long, I didn't intend for this to be this long. I just had a message I felt like I needed to get it out. To sum things up, I'm gratful for the reads, readers, and the fans I've accumliated because of this book. You've brought out a different side of me and dug up my confidence. I just really like to thank you all! And you're Part 2 is going to be published after this! Thanks for the 500 reads guys!