Joe Sugg Imagines

Back For Good - Part 3

Happy Halloween everyone I have 2 imagines coming today this one and another one later enjoy!!

The door of the room flew opened drawing our attention away from each other.

"Everything ok" Zoe said standing in the door frame

"Yeah we're just talking" Joe's voiced echoed out in to the room. But honestly no everything wasn't ok it was a mess, one big mess, but of course I nodded towards to Zoe giving her reassurance, she was his sister after all.

Seconds later the door latched shut and we was on are own again, I sat down on the bed, taking the weight off of my shaky legs.

"I'm sorry Y/N I didn't mean to hurt you" Joe says softly as he take the funky looking contacts out of his eyes.

I wanted to tell him to go away to leave me alone, I didn't want anymore hurt I was just starting to move on with my life with out him, I didn't need this not now, I thought we was over and done with and he was gone.

"I can't do this" I say with slight anger in my voice, I leap up from the bed and head to the door when his hand grips my arm pulling me back.

"Please...I..I just want to talk" Joe pleads.

"You don't just get to come back and act like everything is ok Joe, you left" I choked

"You left me Joe, you left me to deal with a load of crap you can't just expect to talk because you want to" I shout tears forming around my eyes again.

"I'm sorry Y/N" he says

"You just disappeared off of the face of the earth not telling a soul where you was or even if you was ok Joe, and you don't get to walk back in just like that pretending it didn't happen and all you can say is sorry" I said with anger

"Please let me explain" Joe says with sorrow in his voice.

Joe takes a seat on the bed behind me, he grabs hold of my hand pulling me towards him.

"Sit" he says I go to sit next to him. I kick off my heels and join him on the bed, trying to get comfortable, getting the feeling that I could be here a while.

"Y/N I want to explain everything" Joe started to speak.

"So I'll start from the beginning, when our relationship got exposed to the viewers and the media, I couldn't cope with it, the constant tweets, comments and the emails from the media as well as having to explain everything to Gleam" he told me as I sat and listen

"I was scared, worried, I couldn't cope I didn't know how to cope, it was so overwhelming and I panicked. I tired to ignore it. I tired to carry on making videos, but I would sit in front of the camera with it recording but my mind was blank like i forgot to do what I love"

"That's when gleam suggested I should take a break and take some time out"

I looked up at Joe in to his blue eyes, which now I can see as he had taken his contacts out. I honestly didn't know that he was so bothered about the viewers and the media knowing about us. My thoughts drift back to when we were exposed my mind searching for any clues from how he was at that time and thinking about it he seemed ok to me he reacted as any normal person would.

"Why didn't you tell me? Your meant tell me these things and I would of been there for you and we could of got through it together" I told him, he gives me a small smile