F1 - The Official F Buddy | Jace and Julianna

Chapter 42 - Because you love

"Kung gusto mo mag stay dito sa condo mo Jace, that's fine with me. May envelope dyan sa drawer mo, andyan ang bayad ko sa unit mo for the last three years."

"So, you are still offended with what I did three years ago. Julianna, I am really sorry. Ginawa ko lang yun para sayo."

"Wow, thank you Jace ah? Did you hurt me so I can fucking forget you?"

"Yeah..."

"You are fucking wrong! I remember you every fucking minutes of every day!"

"Stop saying the F word Julianna. It sounds sexy when it is coming from you," sabi ni Jace as he pulled me towards him. He hugged me and lay his head on my chest while he is sitting on his bed.

"Jace..."

"Hug me, Julianna.."

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"Doing what? I just want to hug you," he said as he hugged me tighter.

"Alam mo kung saan mauuwi ang hug na yan."

"Ayaw mo ba?"

"Jace, you already made your point nang hinila mo ko sa stockroom."

"Then, why are you still fighting back? It is useless Julianna. Your actions are futile."

"Really Jace?"

"Yes, so be a good girl and just let me hug you. I missed you, can you blame me?"

"Missed me huh? Baka you missed to fuck me?"

"Yeah, that is another thing. Come on, matulog ka na. I can see that you are tired. Do you have work tomorrow?" malambing na tanong ni Jace as he pulled me to bed. Andun lang kami pareho na nakahiga sa kama at nakayakap sa akin.

"Yeah..."

"Do you want to sleep na?"

"Yeah..."

"Are you going to ask me questions? Like what I have been doing for the past three years?"

"Not interested. I am someone unimportant remember? Why would I exhaust my time and interest with you?"

"Because you love me Julianna..." sabi niya habang nakatingin sa mga mata ko.

"You're wrong Jace. I loved you before, but now I don't..."

I don't love you, because I love you so much... A simple I love you cannot describe how much I feel or you.

"Really Julianna? You no longer love me? I can see in your eyes that you want to devour me right now."

"It is just plain sexual desires Jace, nothing more, nothing less."

Jace just looked at me. He is probably checking kung totoo ang sinasabi ko. I am so hurt right now dahil napaka dali niya ko paikutin sa mga kamay niya and all I can do is to hurt his over sized ego.

"Then, let us not have sex. Let us make love..." Jace said as he hugged me and kissed me.

Yung kiss na parang sinasabi niya na mahal niya ko or probably yung kiss na nagpapanggap lang. 

Ganito yata pag mahal mo isang tao, kahit alam mong mali, sige lang ng sige. Wala kang powers para pigilan sila. Ang buhay at puso mo, nasa kanilang mga kamay.

In other words, you became stupid when you are in love...