Wild Moonlight

Friends

"A month!" Remus yelled. Anyone could tell he was furious. Hell i would be too if i was in his position. "Mar... how come you didn't tell me?"

"I don't know... i didn't want to worry anyone. I thought i could handle it by myself, but..." i sad breaking in to a sob. Remus wrapped his warm arms around me shushing me until i quieted down.

"Mar. You don't need to handle it by yourself. I want you to tell me. I want to be there for you. Everyone only worries that you will be like before i met you." He whispered. "I'm scared you will go back to the way you were before i met you every single day Mar. I fear that you will shut everyone out again. I fear that i won't be able to help you the next time you do."

"I won-"

"Don't you see Mar? That's what you were doing, and its gotten to the point where even Lily is worried. She's awake hearing you silently crying in the night, and she didn't want to say anything. She thought that you would tell her if you wanted her to know. Mar you are doing it, and no one can help you unless you let them. I can't help you unless you talk to me Mar." He said cutting me off.

"Re... every night i see them die. Every night the the man comes... Re... I'm scared." I cried.

"Shh... it's okay Mar. I'm here now." He soothed my sobs. That's how the rest of the night went. Remus and i stayed in ROR and skipped supper, and sat there talking about everything like old times. He even asked me what was going on with me and Ashton. I told him about the night in the astronomy tower, and how Ashton wouldn't take no for an answer when he asked me to go to Hogsmeade. I even told him about my encounter with Alynna and Andrew Flint. We both ended up falling asleep on the couch in the ROR.

The next morning when I woke up, i had finally woke up happy. For the first time in a month i hadn't had that nightmare. I was so happy i almost didn't notice the three boy standing in front of us smiling like idiots... almost.