Fate In A Letter [Christian Coma]

Chapter 7

An update :o Yep. I'm proud of me too.

You know what to do :)

xxx

Sitting down on the couch exhausted, I shut my eyes, a smile playing on my lips as I took in the peace and quiet. Pulling out my phone, I opened up the twitter app as I lay myself on the couch as I scrolled through the tweets.

'Finally rid of the guys and girls for a few hours. This peace and quiet is rather nice... :3' I sent the tweet and checked my follower count. I sniggered as I realised that I had gained at least 10,000 in the past three days because of the pictures. My email pinged so I checked it, considering it was now the only way I could really read my mentions at times.

Andy had replied.

'@KiigoesBOOM You sound like you don't want us... :(' 

'@AndyBVB Nah. I love you guys too much to get rid of you completely. It's just nice to remember what peace and quiet felts like :P'

'@KiigoesBOOM Well don't get used to it. You realise who's staying with you next week right? :P'

'@AndyBVB I know who's staying with me. Tis why I'm enjoying the peace and quiet. xD'

'@KiigoesBOOM what's the betting you'll be asleep when we get back? hahah.'

'@AndyBVB Slim to none. I'm enjoying myself for the next few hours.'

'@KiigoesBOOM you're going to wish you had the peace and quiet back when we get back :)'

'@AndyBVB Saying nothing ;D' 

I giggled as I put my phone next to my head and just let my body sink into the couch, the calm silence surrounding me completely. My phone pinged and I realised that it was a text. I opened it up to see it was from Chris.

They attacked me and soaked me :( x 

Aw. If you fancy peace and quiet the flat is near silent, aside me breathing. :3 x 

I'm going to go shopping and abandon them and I'll be back soon then x

I grinned and checked my emails once more before I scrolled through twitter. I finally got bored and clicked off the app and just lay back, letting my eyes close. After a few moments, I turned back to my phone and stuck the songs on shuffle, playing it softly as I let my body relax into the couch again. 

My mind wandered back to the kiss Chris and I shared a few days ago. Questions roamed my head as I tried to figure out what I felt.

I respected him and trusted him. He's the first male I've fully trusted. They guys coming in close second. Then there were the deeper feelings. I already loved him as an inspiration to my life, but what about him as a person?

Our friendship was close, but that came with the territory of trust. I trusted him to be this close to me and not hurt me physically or emotionally. I cared about him as well because he was the first person to care about how I felt, aside from Amelia.

He was special, that was for sure. But the thought of him with another girl made me feel envious. Not jealous because I don't think I could ruin a relationship if he had one. I'd feel too guilty. But I felt envious at the thought of another woman dating him, because she would be incredibly lucky to have him in her life.

I wasn't saying that I wasn't lucky, but I don't think I'd be able to force him to chose between his best friend or his girlfriend.

I groaned and clutched my head as it started to ache from so much thought.