Undercover

16

Camila's POV

Lauren's been gone for about 3 days and its absolute torture. I thought that if Lauren wasn't here that it would make me realise that I don't like her as much as I do, but somehow being away from her just made my feelings stronger.

As much as I want to, I can't tell her I like her. I've only known her for a few weeks but we quickly became close. Close enough that I could call her my best friend. She probably wont even feel the same way, I can't lose the friendship we have over something as dumb as having feelings for her.

How fucking cliché, falling for your best friend.

Come to think of it, Ally never told us why Lauren and Troye left with that Alyx girl. She's being really suspicious lately, she leaves classes after getting texts and phone calls and the teachers just let her.

I sigh and take my phone out of my pocket and put my earphones in. I internally scream when I got a notification that my favourite singer released a new song. I frantically hit Dinah on the leg to get her attention.

"What, Chancho? She says a bit harshly.

" L.J Michie just released a new song!" I squeal and show her my phone.

"Holy shit, what's it called? play it!" She demands.

"I'll play it now"

It's been a while since I was lost for words
Need I wasn't static and stutters
I never knew a love that doesn't hurt
Feeling the heat and the burn

Just give me one good reason
Drop everything and leave it
Seconds away from turning this car back around
Something about your feeling, pushing and pulling me in
And now my walls fall down

Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy

There is something good in sticking to your guns
No one to blame but yourself
I take a step back and I breathe for once
This is what I want

You give me one good reason
Drop everything and leave it
Seconds away from pulling up outside your door
Something about your feeling, pushing and pulling me in
That's why I come back for more

Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Scared of happy

When it all goes down, when it all goes down
Will you still be around?
I'm coming back, no more running away

Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?

Why am I scared of happy? (Scared of happy)
Why am I scared of happy? (Scared of happy)
Why am I scared of happy? (Scared of happy)
Why am I?

Used to be fearless, why am I scared of happy?
Usually fearless, why am I scared of happy?
I'm afraid of nothing, I'm afraid of no one
Used to be fearless, why am I
Why am I scared of happy?

"Holy shit" she fa girls.

"I know"

"Who did you say sings that?" Melanie asks.

"L.J Michie" Dinah and I scream excitedly.

At the mention of the artist, Ally's head shot up from her phone for a second before typing something quickly. I scrolled down on the fanpage when I saw something and squeal, catching the attention of a few of my classmates.

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Lauren's POV

Alyx dragged Troye and I to L.A and into a meeting with the big boss. I wasn't paying attention but I heard the words gay, publicity and money a lot.

I was too busy thinking about Camila to care. It's been 3 days since I've seen her and it's killing me. I thought that time away would make my feelings for her die but it did the complete opposite.

I've like Camila since I first looked into her warm chocolate brown eyes. Her and I have a really close bond, close enough to say we're best friends. I really don't want to ruin that over my feelings towards her.

She probably doesn't like me anyway, he'll she's probably as straight as hey come. Which is why I can't tell her, I don't want to feel the pain of falling for a straight girl and being rejected.

I sigh and tune back into the conversation Alyx was having with Simon. Troye was looking just as bored as I was, that is until we got the news...

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A/N : it's currently 3:21 in the morning and my dumb arse is still awake even though I have to be up in three hours with no fucking sleep. Great decisions I make, NOT.

I've decided to make all my chapters about this long from now on. Plus I really like cliff hangers and that gives me the perfect reason to do them without feeling like a complete cunt so...

Bye Bitches,

-M