Undercover

23

Camila's POV

I saw that Lucy girl kiss Lauren and I felt sick, I needed to get away from there so I ran. On top of feeling like I want to vomit because I saw someone kiss the girl I like, I felt heartbroken because from what I saw the girl i like didn't pull away.

The other day when Lucy called Lauren babe, I wanted to punch her right then and there. To be honest, I'm not really sure why i didn't. But when Lauren said they had dated before, I felt jealousy spread through my veins when they kissed.

I've come to the realization that maybe this was a good thing, maybe it's best that I got my heart destroyed by Lauren when she didn't realize she had done so. That way, I wouldn't have gotten my heart broken by confessing my feelings when she didn't feel the same way. 

I guess all we were meant to be were best friends.

I was sitting in the secret room of the library I found freshman year. It was after Dinah and I's first big fight we ever had, She couldn't find me and still hasn't when I come here. Since then, this is where I come when I have a fight with one of my friends or when I need to be alone. So there's no chance of Lauren finding me here.

Just then, I heard the heavy doors of the library open and a few seconds later, the thin door of the secret room opened as well. I sighed and turned around, hoping it was just the librarian.

When I turned around, I saw the reason I was in here in the first place. 

"Lauren... I want to be alone right now" I sighed. 

"Camz.. are you okay?" 

" How did you even find me?" I asked, completely avoiding her question.

"This is your favourite place in the school, well apart from the music room. I just asked the librarian if she saw you come in here and she pointed to this room." she answered.

"Now, you didn't answer my question. What's wrong Camila" She pressed.

I sighed, its probably better to get this out now and save my heart from the pain later. I patted the spot next to me, signalling her to sit down. Once she was next to me, I looked up with tears in my eyes and started to explain.

" Lauren, I like you and I know you don't feel the same way. I was trying so hard not to fall for you because I knew in the end I was gonna get hurt, You're my best friend Lo and I'm sorry that i feel the way I do. But seeing you kiss someone else when I can't, that hurts and I couldn't stay there and watch you not pull away but keep kissing her. So... I'm sorry." I admitted ad was about to get up ad walk away when she stopped me.

She pulled my arm to stop me, I turned around to free my arm from her grasp but she pulled me towards her. Then she cupped my cheek and brought her lips to mine in a slow and passionate kiss. I kissed her back with just as much passion, all of the built up emotions I was feeling towards her were let out in that kiss.

I pulled away slowly and opened my eyes, the hand on my cheek made it's way down to my neck.  She pulled me into a much needed hug, she was holing just as tight as I was and for the first time since I met her, I thought that maybe she liked me back.

"Camzi, I like YOU okay? I mean that with all of my being" She said and I brought her in for another heart stopping, passionate kiss.

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A/N : Finally, right? 

Bye Bitches,

-M