He holds even after I stop crying for what seems like hours when really it has been only a minute or so, I have never meet anyone so perfect as mason and it makes me ache with longing.
"You know you don't have to tell me if you don't want to" says mason as caring as ever, I take a deep breath knowing this could break the delicate friendship we have developed and I decide that it's not the first time it would have happened and it won't be the last so I might as well just tell him but I won't tell him everything...not yet anyway "I...i had a miscarriage" I say my voice quivering. shock enters his eyes and I expect him to be disgusted but he reaches for me again and draws me into his lap and starts whispering in my ear that it's alright and that everything is gonna be ok, I know I should be pushing him away but all I wanted since I found out about my pregnancy was to be held the exact way he is holding my right now so I find myself wrapping my arms around his neck and press my face into the crook of his neck. he squeezes me tighter then releases me and takes my hand and draws me closer to him, so close that I can see that his eyes aren't exactly blue more a green colour. our faces inches from each other basically breathing the same air then as if he can't take it any longer he kisses me soft at I first almost hesitantly kiss him back then when I don't reject him his kiss deepens. we sit like that for a while me sitting in his lap my arms wrapped around his neck our lips pressed together firm but soft at the same time.
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*Slow process of editing* Forgotten.
Teen FictionThe past is supposed to stay in the past, it was never meant to come back and haunt me, but as time passed I started to realize that maybe I was the one haunting my past.
