lust; malec au

chapter one

Porn. Alec had first found porn when he was ten and everyone was talking about sex. He eventually found gay porn, and was entranced by it. When people asked Alec what he wanted to be when he was older, he would say he didn't know. But he did know. He had already achieved his ideal career; a porn star.

There was nothing more relieving than sex to Alec. Porn was Alec's dirty secret. None of his friends or family knew, and he planned to keep it that way. No matter how flamboyant and sexual Alec acted, his parents never asked about his sexuality. He was out and proud to his siblings and everyone else, though.

 "Do these jeans make my ass look bigger?" Alec asked Isabelle as he looked over his shoulder at the mirror, pursing his lips. Isabelle looked up from her phone, peeking at Alec's reflection. "It looks great, Alec, as per usual." She said before she looked back down at her phone. Alec tilted his head to the side with a smirk, "Can you cover for me tonight?"

Isabelle locked her phone and gave him an intrigued look, "Where are you off to?" Alec hummed and fixed his hair so that it didn't look as flat. "Just to meet a friend." He turned and flashed her an innocent smile, seeing that her mind immediately went to the gutter by the look in her eyes.

Alec rolled his eyes, "Just tell Mom and Dad that I'm studying at Aline's house when they get back from grocery shopping with Max. I'll be back for dinner." Seeing that she wasn't buying it, Alec sighed, "I'll clean our room for the next week if you cover for me." Isabelle grinned, "You have yourself a deal." 

Isabelle knew that Alec wasn't a virgin, but she didn't know half of the stuff he got up to behind her back. She knew her brother better than anyone, mostly because she had been conjoined to him at the hip from a very young age. Jace was also extremely close with Alec, but he had his own room, so there was a sense of separation because of that.

Alec pulled his jacket on, placing a peck on Isabelle's cheek before skipping out of the house. He put the address into the maps on his phone, following it to the place the guy texted him a few days earlier.

He knocked on the door confidently, swallowing any bit of nervousness he had down his throat. The door opened and he grinned widely, seeing a shorter guy fiddling with a camera. "Hi, nice to meet you." The guy said with a smile, letting Alec in. Alec replied politely, kicking his shoes off and putting them beside the door.

Alec decided not to use his real name for porn, like most people. He found the name from a street sign and the colour of his shirt, not having much time as he was on his way to his first video and completely forgot to think of one. It was 'Charlie Black'. It fitted with his hair colour, so that was something.

Whenever he showed up to film something, they would call him Charlie. At first it made him really confused, but he had gotten use to it, as he had been doing porn for over a year now. If he went a week or so without doing it he'd feel empty, metaphorically and physically. 

Alec walked into the living room, seeing a guy who looked like he would be in Magic Mike sitting on the sofa. "Charlie, meet Marley. You'll be having sex." The guy with the camera said, Alec sitting down beside him with wide eyes, looking like a kid in a candy shop. His eyes raked down Marley's body and bit down on his lip, "This is going to be fun."

Before he knew it, Alec was butt naked on his knees facing away from Marley, the side of his face pressed into the pillow and his fists tightened around the sheets. He moaned loudly as his body got pushed into the bed repeatedly in time with the squeaks of the springs, screwing his eyes shut.

 "Do you want me to pull you hair?" Marley asked through a groan, Alec barely realising he had said anything until a few seconds after. Alec laughed slightly, "The fact that you even asked is ridiculous."