lust; malec au

chapter two

Alec took a deep breath in, shutting his locker and resting his forehead against the cool metal. He hadn't eaten in over a day, as he had a job tonight, and wanted to look nice and thin. He felt light-headed, but knew it would be worth it.

He felt a hand at his arm, jumping slightly. "Hey, you okay?" Aline smiled up at him, seeing that her hair was curled nicely to frame her thin face. She looked gorgeous, as per usual. Alec envied her.

 "Yeah, just a little tired." Alec smiled a fake smile at her, scratching atop his head. Aline looked worried, but dropped it. She would ask about it later. They walked together to English, Alec trying to ignore the burning hunger in his stomach.

They were both laughing about a story Alec was explaining about Jace, Alec saying that he would tell her the rest at lunch, both of them sitting in their assigned seats. School was pointless to Alec; he didn't need an education to make porn. And he got lots of money from that.

Alec also knew that he couldn't do porn forever, though, and the thought scared him. He wasn't sure what he would do after his last video, but hoped he would figure it out when the time came. Alec sat through school the entire day fantasising about boys and who he would meet after school, as he was doing a video and preferred to go in blind. That way it would be a surprise.

After telling Aline that he was saying he was going to hers again, Aline rolled her eyes. "You can't use that excuse every time, Alec. Plus, if your parents think we're dating they'll never let me sleep around your house anymore. Or if they do, they'll always have the door open and hear us talking about gay shit."

Alec sighed, "I don't know right now, Aline. I can't think of that many excuses, but after this video I'm not making one until next month. So, we'll just sort it out when it comes around. We can actually hang out, after, if you want."

Aline smiled, "Sure, you can come to mine after. If you come in smelling like another boy's juices, though, I might have to kick you out. Spray." Alec giggled, saying that he'll make sure he doesn't stink.

Alec talked to her about his mom finding hickeys on his neck, Aline bursting into a fit of giggles. She found Alec's embarrassment funny, like most best friends.

 "How the fuck your mom still thinks you're straight, or I'm straight, is a mystery." Aline giggled, shoving another fry into her mouth. Aline had come out to her parents a couple of years previously, and they were very supportive. Aline also told them that Alec was gay, but they couldn't tell Alec's parents because they didn't know.

When the end of school finally rolled around, Alec rushed out of school as quickly as he could. He unlocked his bike off of the rack, lifting it up by the handles and sitting on the seat, starting to pedal away quickly. He had to be at the apartment in ten minutes, and it wasn't that close. 

Alec was hiding something from all of his porn colleagues. He faked his ID that said he was 18. He was actually 17. He couldn't wait any longer to start, and actually started when he was just 16. Some days he thought about how if anyone pissed him off, he could send them to jail. Other days he thought about how if it made him a bad person or not.

After riding his bike at the speed of light for about ten minutes, Alec threw his bike on the lawn and rushed up the apartment stairs. The stairs looked as if they might collapse, but Alec wasn't about to complain. It was the director's apartment, not the guy's, which was common.

Alec knocked on the door, seeing he was five minutes late, trying to stabilise his breathing to a normal rate. The door swung open, Alec's eyes widening at the sight. He was shorter than Alec, but still pretty tall, with dark eyes and raven-coloured hair that looked messily perfect. He had sharp features, and olive skin.