Decisions- A Lams High school AU {CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN}

4: Consent

A/N: So I'm going to try using more POV's from now on! Also Thomas is going to be a horrible boyfriend and a complex bastard. ⚠️This chapter contains graphic depictions of rape and violence. Be warned!⚠️
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=Thomas's POV=

Step one: bait
       "What?"
"You heard me." I reply immediately. "Listen, Alexander-"
"So we're on first name basis now?"
"If you wouldn't mind?" I say trying not to sound too agitated at his interruption. "So I do realize that what I did was horrible, and unacceptable, but I just want to say that I feel terrible for it. It's only our first day and I shouldn't be giving you shit for nothing. Hopefully you can forgive me?" Giving me a soft smile, he looks up at me and nods. "Okay."

Step two: lead
"Great. Maybe I could make it up to you?" I ask. "What did you have in mind?" "Well, maybe, we could go to that ice cream parlor down the street?" "I dunno, my dad is kind of our History teacher, so he'll be taking me home after school. I'm pretty sure he's expecting me to be here when school's over." He retorts, raising an eyebrow at me, "I'm also pretty sure he doesn't want me going out with someone I just met." "Oh, don't worry," I say making direct eye contact, " he won't know that we're doing this."

A long pause follows

"That sounded oddly sexual."

Sighing, I say "I meant that we could just go now." "No. No way." "But Alexxxxxxx" I whimper "Goodbye." " Wait! Please." "Thomas, I really could never skip." "Well you can with me. I have people that can cover our absence for the day..." "Look-" "Am I really that bad to you?" Now that caught him off guard. This has been harder than it should be. "That's what I thought."

"But-" without giving him a chance to really answer, I grab his hand and drag him towards the sidewalk. I easily over power him. When he finally breaks away, he yells "What the hell! I actually can't miss that class! Do you know-" "shhhhhh! Are you trying to get us caught?!" I whisper-yell at him, pinning him to the limestone of the school's wall. Looking up at me fearfully, he stays silent. He actually starts hyperventilating a little. "Good."

~~⚠️Warning: Rape Scene Ahead!⚠️~~

I continue dragging him towards the sidewalk. He doesn't fight back again.

=Alexander's POV=

I can't breathe. All of the flash backs are flooding into my mind. Everything is coming back to me at once. The bullying. The abuse. The rape.

I had stayed back in the locker room after gym so that I didn't have to change with everyone else. After I had pulled my regular pants back on, I heard heavy footsteps making their way back towards where I was. "Hey faggot! We know you're know in here!" "Get you're gay ass over here and maybe I'll go easier on you this time!" That was the last thing I needed right now. Bullies.

Thinking fast, I grabbed my bag and hopped into one of the shower stalls, pulling my feet and bag up onto the bench with me. I closed the curtain, praying that they hadn't heard me. The footsteps got louder before receding again. I waited in he stall with baited breath for a few more moments, just in case. Not hearing any more movement, I cautiously stepped out once more. Just beginning to start pulling my shirt over my head, I was roughly slammed into the lockers behind me.

My prayers were met with indifference.

"What did I tell you? Your little stupid ass probably couldn't understand me could it?!" Being too frightened to even move, I just stood there, pinned to the lockers, closing my eyes and sobbing silently. "Why are you crying? We haven't even started yet." "I think we should teach it a lesson for ignoring us." One of them said. Without warning, I was forcefully shoved down onto the bench next to me.

I felt their dirty hands grabbing and pulling at my clothes until I was left in nothing but my boxers. I was so fucking scared. It wasn't fair. "Your faggot ass fucking loves this, doesn't it. Disgusting." One of them pulled at my hair, forcing me to look up at him. "Remember that you deserve every second of this, fag." With that, the four of them began to unbuckle their belts. I could do nothing but watch as their pants and boxers hit the floor.

"If you don't want it any worse, you'll do everything I say. And if you tell anyone, your fucking dead!" He moves my head towards his crotch, "Go ahead. Suck it."

Still being too petrified to move a muscle, I just sat there, staring up at him with tears in my eyes. "I said suck!" This time he forces my head down towards it. I whimper quietly and obey. Taking the head into my mouth, I bob my head up and down. Feeling him harden in my mouth makes me sick to my stomach. I feel a cold pair of hands hoist my waist into the air, pulling off the last thing keeping me from being completely naked. Immediately, I clamp my legs together tightly, fearing what they might make me do next.

Since when did middle schoolers get so violent?!

I am propped back up on my knees, and my stomach twists when I feel someone start to rub my bare ass. I pull my head off of the shaft in front of me and scream when a harsh smack is delivered directly after. "Scream again and we'll kill you." I stayed silent, but I do fight back when I feel a dry head poke at my entrance. They grip at me harder. I begin to thrash and kick and scream, anything to get out of their grip. "Shut up!" "Someone do something," "Hold him down!" "Shut the hell up faggot!"

Soon my head is being pushed and held down on the bench, my wrists are being held out away from my body, and my legs are spread and held in place. I feel each and every hit pounding at different angles, trying to quiet me.

End Flashback

I don't fight back. The rest is all a blur. And I don't want to remember it. Ever.
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word count: 1012
A/N: You can look now! I'm sorry for that. Really. Obviously that is going to affect the storyline, so I apologize to everyone that couldn't read it, but look! Another update! Hope you enjoyed,(I didn't really like it but still) pls tell me what you thought!