Waves....They're flowing back and forth, back and forth... The blue water is crystall clear.... I can see my own reflection....
Back and forth.... back and forth.
I shake the thoughts out of my head. I nearly fell asleep again, just lying here in my bed.
I'm not sad anymore. I don't feel like crying. I'm just... empty. Like all the water I had inside my body is gone. Like everything is gone. And it is. Kind of.
I gotta speak to Denise. At least I have to make something right again.
I get up and dress myself. I text Denise -there is no use in calling, she won't answer.
It's on. Espresso House at 10.
****
"Megan" Denis' lips moves slowly when she states the word -or rather name.
Fuck. She knows. Fuck.
"I'm so sorry I was supposed to tell yo-". "I don't wanna hear it" her lips moves just as slowly, even tho she's faster speaking than me.
"I know this is what you expect me to say..." She sighs. "You could have told me". "I know but-". "But what?" Her voice rises, but then she take a deep breath and lower it again. "Look Kristy, maybe I wouldn't have been so angry or hurt, if you told me at once. Of cource I would be crying my eyes out by the thought of you with your tounge stuck in someone elses troat."
Fuck. She knows about the kiss too. Who told her? How much do they actually know?
"And I wouldn't even care about the fact that you actually dared to tell me. But I would still not be as hurt as I am know".
I take a deep breath myself. I totally understand her, but it seems to be the biggest thing for her. Like nothing but this matters to her. And that it's just her and her and -
Before I know it I find myself standing up yelling Denise in the face. I didn't know my temper could escalate that quickly, it has never happened before. But now it does -and with too much power than I intend too.
"Why?!! Why does it hurt you so fucking much!!??" Denise is just silent with shock. "Don't you see it??!! All my fucking new friends have left me -already!! A month into the semester! I will never be serious with Megan! Don't you see it: No one likes me!!".
But what Denise says makes me regret that I even opened my mouth to breathe.
"Yes. Yes yes yes!! This was just as Jack told me at the party! About how selfish and ego you have become!! How you just care about yourslef and your own life situation!! How your 'fucking friends'" she pauses and emphasises that she quoting me and the irony of her sentence with a finger sign in the air "-is only puzzle pieces you can move around just the way you like to make your picture work out!! But guess what: THEY DON'T FIT!!!".
It was Jack she were talking to at the party. Of cource. That explains why she knows about Megan. Jack told her in anger of feeling ignored. How fucking stupid can I be?? Why didn't I see this before??
But it's too late. Cause Denise has already left me alone in the coffee shop.
For a moment all the other customers is looking at me to see what I'm gonna do, but then they get tired of me just standing there and go back to talking and sipping their coffee as if nothing happened.
But for me, everything just did.
A/N
Hi again!
I was stuck on the airport for 8 hours with nothing to do😣 So I got loads of time so I thought I might update this book since my love for Watpad recently was reborn💘
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