Kissing Her

24: don't give a fuck.

Here is (finnally) a picture of all the characters :D :D (they are not the same age at all but let's fuck the details shall we? hehe ;))

Also I have now casted the characters so you know their full names (not that you needed to but it was fun picking them c;)

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(Kristys P.O.V. for those of you who are a bit confused *including myself haha*)

Tests tests tests tests, will it never end???

I scrach my head as I put away the fourth book so far. The spring exams are comming up in no time and honestly, I ain't prepared at all (anyone else relating?). I never thought I'd be looking back at this year and only remember the drama.

I try to foucus on the chemistry assginment I have to hand in next week, but I can't concentrate. Don't get me wrong, I'm not thinking about what Wendy said. I'm over it now. I know I ruined her relationship, but it's her fault she lets it ruin ours. And she can't go around telling people I haven't made an effort to appologize. Lillian and Jack knows it isn't true. So at least she isn't able to twist the truth. They will see trough her.

I start wondering what Lillian and Jack actually think about me. I realise I haven't spoken to them for a while. Last time I remember even giving them something slight like a glance was when I spoke to Wendy in the cafeteria last week. Yes, about 5 days has passed and I feel more and more like I pictured myself ending up at the end of this year. Whithout any friends.

No, I tell myself, stop being such a p**sy. This is not who you are. You are not the one everyone can use as they want. So stop acting like this is a big deal. Just don't care and tell yourself it didn't happen.

I take a deep breath and decide to focus on the studying. Which is what I should do in the first place. If they don't want to be freinds with me, then I don't care about them.

A/N

Yeah.... boring amiright? Someone smelling a filler? Right answer folks!

I was so excited to write out the things that happen in the next chapter that I've only been writing on that and not this one. So that's why I haven't posted in a while (as usual).

I know how Kristy is as a person but I feel like troughout the book I have portrayed her completely different. I made her look so weak and down for everyone so I'm definetely gonna change parts of it when I go trough this book and edit it after the final part is written. But don't stress - no major changes in action will be done (just ajusting things so they fit more seamlessly).

Xoxo,

Me