Kissing Her

23: grow up, break-up

Dear Wendy and Lillian. I had to go as far as to write this note because of you not answering my calls. I wanna explain everything. The reget is eating me inside. But more than everything I miss two of my best friends.

Please grow up and call me back. You know just as well that you can't be angry at me forever.

Xoxo, Kristy.

I read the note one more time before I sneak it in between the sprinkles in Wendy's locker. I make sure nobody see me before I leave for lunch.

I go for one of the tables in the far back. People are still looking at me after what Megan wrote on the mirror and how I got drunk at the party. I've never been the victim for peoples contempt before.

If you think I'm sad and feel bullied, then you're wrong. That's not the person I am. I don't actually care what people think of me unnless they are something as close as friends or love interests (ahem *Megan* ahem).

So it's not like I'm crying myself to sleep or anything, but I still notice it. Even tho I'm not the person to take others shit, being their target still makes an impact on me. It has never happened before. But no, I'm not sad - in fact I'm more concerned about Wendy, Lillian and Megan.

To stop my stressing thoughts, I close my eyes, take a deep breath and count to 10. When I open them again, I see Jack is entering the cafeteria - with no one other than Wendy and Lillian. And guess what: he is holding Lillians hand!!

What a jerk I say to myself. Just because he is angry at me doesn't mean he has to take all my friends. They sit down at one of the centre tables where I used to sit with them. Wendy says something and heads for the counter.

On her way our eyes meet, but she looks down at floor. I see this as my chance and walk up to her.

"Hi", I say trying to act like I'm not affected by the recent happenings, but that is obviously not the right way to go. "Yeah, hi" she says in a sarcastic tone. I try to ignore it as good as I can. "Eh.. so what's up with Jack and Lillian? ". Wendy's obviously not in the mood for having a conversation so she just answer me shortly with no details. "Uhm, they're dating, if you can't see it". She is silent for a while before she adds "by the way, Alex broke up with me after you hit on him so thanks for that". With that as her last word she takes her food and leave.

Oh, fuck. I've ruined her relationship too. Now she has one more thing to be mad at. Fuck fuck fuck.

The lady behind the counter sends me a grumpy glance. "Ain't ya gonna buy some?" She says in a thick American accent. "Eh.. no. S-sorry for causing any trouble" I quickly reply and nearly run back to my table.

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Lillians P.O.V.

"What did she say to you?" I ask Wendy, hoping for the best. "She told me that she didn't care about us anymore and that she wanted to find other friends". "Fuck her" Jack says and pulls me into another hug when he notices my sad face. "It's just that I miss having her around. Why did we have to ditch her when she got drunk that night? Why couldn't we just believe what she said in all her text messages?".

"Well personally, I think it's time to delete them, to forget about her. If she doesn't want anything to do with us, then we shouldn't force ourselves to try to get her back". Wendy countinues. I begin to think is probably right as she take out her phone and leave the instagramgroup me, Wendy and Kristy have together. I want to do the same, but I just can't make myself. I still feel so mean to Kristy.

"Oh, let's talk about something else" I try. "Like what?" Wendy replies "all there is to talk about is how fucking stupid that hore of a girl Kristy is". I don't wanna say it out loud but even if  Kristy is angry at us it doesn't mean we can sit here and call her stuff like that. "What about you and Alex? Has he stopped texting you after you broke up with him?".

Suddenly Wendy looks uncomfortable for a second but her unsure look vanishes quickly. "Did you break up with him?" Jack doen't seem to know what's going on. Wendy just looks down. "Do you want me to tell him Wendy?" I ask carefully. "Yea, sure" she mutters.

"Okey, so Wendy and Alex had been dating for quite some time. A while ago she caught him sexting with another girl. When she confronted him about it, he just denied it and said she didn't have proof enough."

I pause to have a look at Jacks reaction. He looks just as confused and surprised as I was whem this was all happening. "The worst thing was that he appologized for seeming rude to her, and told her that he would never cheat on her. And then they were a happy couple again. In total Wendy has seen him flirt with other girls in various ways four times. But each time he has covered it up and lied to her. The fifth girl was Kristy. This time Wendy saw it with her own eyes and he saw that she saw it so he couldn't talk himself out of it. Then Wendy broke up with him."

A/N

Drama!! What is Wendy up to?

This part was not actually supposed to be in the book, but I just couldn't write further on it. And when I finnally got this Wendy-idea I felt like I had to write it or else I would be stuck on this chapter for ever. 

Xoxo,

Me