Our Love

Don't Wanna Say GoodBye

I can't beleive it.Both my babies? I'm sitting here in this damn hospital bed.The doctors told me that stress was the main cause behind their death. Cre and the boys come to see me.But dre? Nahh he hasn't come see me. It makes me think did he really love me? *shrugs* Welp It's been a whole weeks sitting up here in this hospital and tomorrow we bury my babies. God protect their little souls.I'm also getting dis-charged.Cre is on the way to pick me up so we can go run some errins.It's like the whole word knows about what happend.My clients can't keep their mouth close for nothing.Since i have no children i will be going back to work in a couple days.Gotta listen to their im sorry this im sorry that bullshit.I can't do it time is money. It's hard to be positive when going through shit like this. Smh (shake my head)

"You ready Nhi?" Cre came in here asking interrupting my thoughts.
I weakly smiled and nodded.He gave me my change of clothes and we headed out.

2 Hours later

We went shopping and found two premi outfits for my young one's going home ceremony.It was so much to barei hypro-ventalated about 5 times. Tommorrow was the day my two angels get laid to rest. *sigh* I'm just ready to go home and sleep.It's bout a quarter till 6. I need it shid them hospital beads feel like im sleeping on cardbord and laying my head on stiff ass marshmallows. Had me waking up with stiff neck an shit.

Me and Cre haven't really been talking. He just holds my hand and rubs my back.I dont care what anybody say this my twin,brother,bestfriend and all that. He drops me off home and goes to take the clothes to the funeral home. Thats too much to take i'll leave that to Cre. I took a shower an all i could do was cry. This is really it.

Around 2 a.m. i felt my bed dip and it's nobody but the devil himself Dre. How dare he? I grabbed my pillows and covers leaving him coldand went into one of the spare rooms locking the door. Fuck him!

Cre

I done been watching this nigga for a minute. I dont give a damn co-owner or not. This shit got personal once he walked out on her in that damn hospital.She called me about 3 this morning: Crying, telling me how he came home. If it's one thing i can't stand to see my sister cry. This nigga made my blood boil. Let me stop I'm getting myself ready for my neice and nephew funeral. I took one last look in my 3-way wall mirror. Grabbed my keys and Galaxy Note and left to go get Nhi. We didnt have family so we would have a small double funeral with our closest family and friends.

When i pulled up to Nhi house she was sitting outside drinking a bottle of Vodka.That was a shocker because she hardly drinks. Dre came out the house and she seen him she took the bottle to the head.I couldnt help but chuckle. Yall maybe wondering why she drinking before the funeral.oShe depressed, but she knows how to handle her liquor. The gate to her mansion bagan to open and about 10 black SUV's pulled into her driveway and 10 others outside the gate.I nodded towards the first car and they all sped off towards the direction of the church. I looked at that fuck nigga Dre and got heated all over again. It's like my sister read my mind cause she got up,and grabbed my hand. I swear yall if looks could Dre ass would be body bagged. She grabbed her Furla bag and walked to my truck. I helped her in and as soon as i turned around Dre was trying to get in. "Naw fuck nigga bounce ya ass to one of them other cars" I was stressing. We stood there mugging eachother until he walked away.
I looked at my watch and it was about a quarter till 11. Thats when the funeral was going to start. I ran to my side crunk up and than we all drove off. Shit Man! It's too early to be saying goodbye.

Nikair-
Bitch nigga. Pussy Nigga Uugh!!! I cant really think straight. i want this nigga dead but than again I..I really love him. We getting closer and closer to the church. I don't want to say goodbye.

*Sorry this chapter is so short you guys.But the Funeral and all is next.

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