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Chapter 14

That kiss with Braxton been on my mind since it happened. The whole drive to Honest house I couldn't help but replay that moment in my head. I just can't get over how soft his lips was and how good they felt against mine. Now, im hating I was honest with him and told him I was dating somebody. This is why I never told King. Braxton respecting the fact im in a relationship, only made me attracted to him even more. I can't let myself get caught up. I got caught up with King enough. With Talen, it was strictly sex. I didn't have no feelings for him or nothing. With King, it's different. I feel something more than just sex with him with him. I don't know what it is but it's deeper than sex. That's why im scared I might have caught feelings for King. It's good that I haven't talked to or seen him. I always get weak when im around him. This time around, I need to keep Braxton at a distance.

Hey girl! My bad im late, I said. It's cool, I know you coming from work. Girl, im working on this horrible case. This guy came home to find his whole family dead all over the house. Damn! We don't know if it's an inside job or this was a random attack. Nothing about it seems random tho. Yeah, let's get these drinks flying. How everything with you and Chance? Everything good, hate we both been so busy with work. With me having this Captain position, I don't really have time for him. When I get home, I be so tied from work and all I talk about is work. Y'all just need some real time away from y'all everyday lives. We tried that but work messed it up. Y'all allowed it to, Honest said. What's been going on with you? Just chilling really, enjoying life. I have kind of a secret, Honest said. What? I finally fucked Talen girl. WHAT! Yes, we finally did the do. You have to give me all the details. Girl, we was just kicking it like we normally do. I don't know what was so different about this time. It's like the vibe or the chemistry was different. The next thing I know, we were in the shower fucking. Typical, the shower was always his spot. What? Yes, girl the shower his favorite spot. We used to fuck in the shower all the time, I said. You and Talen? Yes, we fucked a few times. We haven't fucked lately tho. I been on somebody else dick and im not talking about your brother. WHAT! Who? His name is King, we met a few weeks ago when me and Chance went to that resort. We fucked a few times too. I stopped fucking Talen when I met King. That man just does something to me. I been meaning to ask you something, Honest said. What? A girlfriend of mine keeps track of the men she cheating with. She put a different color on her calendar. She said it's her way of keep tracking. Is that what you do? Yeah, I do the same thing. I use colors to represent they favorite color. I got colors for Chance, Talen, King, and one of my old partners. I might have to add this new guy to it. Who? His name is Braxton, it's his family that got killed. I don't know his favorite color just yet. When I find out, ill log him in. What do y'all get from cheating? It's a certain kind of thrill we get, like an adrenaline rush. Especially when you cheating where you can get caught, that be the best sex you can get. Girl, I need to be getting home. I can't let you drive, Honest said. It's cool girl, im not that fucked up. You sure? Yeah, I can make it home. Ok, let me know when you make it.

She on her way home, Honest said. Did it work? Yeah, she spilt all the beans. Wait, she driving? Yeah, she said she could make it. Why you let her drive? She only had one drink, she don't have far to drive no way. What you get? Bruh, she told me everything. When I say everything, I mean every-thing. She told me everybody she fucked. It's more than one? Yes and Talen is one of them. Who else? Some guy name King, she met him at the resort y'all went to recently. She messed with one of her old partners but she didn't say his name. It's a new person she plan on messing with name Braxton. That's the guy that found his family dead. I was trying to get more information until she said she need to be going. Ok, thanks. I'm glad Honest only stayed like 6 minutes away from us. I don't know if I haven't drunk in a long time or that drink was just strong as hell. It's like the liquor hit me all at once. I was ready to get naked and lay out. I stumbled in the house and laid out on the couch. I'm convinced Honest put a little something extra in my drink. I felt Chance pick me up and took me upstairs. I haven't been this fucked up in a looong time. Just wish I could have got this fucked up with King or Braxton. Chance laid me in the bed, put a cold towel on my face, and a bucket by the bed. I miss being this wasted it. Chance went in his office and got on the computer.