playboy // chanbaek [chanyeol+baekhyun]

16 boba butt

16 ; boba butt
+baekhyun+

Last night kept on replaying in my head. The words that came out of my mouth probably hurt him. He seemed a bit scared and confused, I tried to hide the fact that I still cared for him. It was hard, but I did it. Maybe I was overreacting a little but I have every right to be... Don't I?

I sighed and stared at the ceiling. I really didn't feel like getting up. I felt like I was losing everyone. Chanyeol, Sehun, and myself. Well, at least I always had Xiumin. He's been distancing himself lately and I'm not sure why. It seems like everyone wants to stay away from me.

I picked up my phone and opened up Instagram. Chanyeol had posted a new picture of himself in a hoodie. He had a serious face and his caption was "sad vibes"

I read the comments and his girlfriend commented.

@Mi Na : What's wrong babe?

I rolled my eyes. Babe. I sneered at her comment and proceeded to look up Sehun's Instagram. All he had were dog pictures. I then looked up Xiumin. He hasn't posted in 4 weeks. Strange.

to/ xiumin
u up?

fr/ xiumin
oh. hey stranger haha

to/xiumin
hey youu

fr/ xiumin
it's 5am and i'm just playin video games

to/xiumin
wow how likely of you. anyways, are you down to get some boba tomorrow? at the usual place?

fr/xiumin
i'm down. see you.

I really needed some human contact or I was going to go CRAZY because of Chanyeol. A stupid man that I should've never ever wasted my time on.

I slowly closed my eyes and drifted away.

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I woke up to my phone blowing up. Beep beep beep was all that I heard. What the hell? I slowly reached over to my phone, not really wanting to look at the bright screen.

fr/chanyeol
Please. I need a full explanation. I need closure. I want to continue seeing you. I want to talk to you in a mature manner. Yesterday was childish and immature. If you want to talk, meet me at the bridge at 8pm. I want to sort things out. You can't do this to me, it's not fair. And if this is about Mi Na... We just.. we need to talk.

I left him on read and shook my head. All of this unnecessary drama for him. I feel like I am numb to emotions at this point.

I had a busy day today.

fr/kyungsoo
send me a pic of your ass

What..

to/ kyungsoo
go look at your own butt

This has got to be the weirdest day. Hands down.

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Xiumin was sipping on his matcha boba. He had ordered me a strawberry smoothie. We both sipped on the drinks without saying a word.

"What's good B." He said out of nowhere. I awkwardly smiled, "Nothin much." That was a lie.

"Uh-huh. Sure." Xiumin continued to sip his drink an give me a shady look. He took out his sunglasses, "Is it me or is someone being shady?" He said in a sassy tone.

"Stooopp." I whined and grabbed the sunglasses off of his face. "No seriously, something's wrong. Tell me hoe." He bluntly yelled out. Everyone in the boba shop had all eyes on us.

I spilled all the tea about Chanyeol to Xiumin. Xiumin was a good listener... At times. He just made faces throughout our conversation.

"I knew that something was sketchy." Xiumin shook his head. "You need to look extra good when you meet up with him. Show him what he's missing out." Xiumin examined my outfit, which consisted of sweatpants and a hoodie because I felt like looking like a bum.

"We definitely need to do something about your outfit. And you stink." Xiumin made a grossed out face.

Ah I missed Xiumin.

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stan dean stan talent. thank you if you made it this far. sorry this chapter was quite boring.

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i love dean so much