Hello everyone! I'm so sorry that it has been so long since writing. Also I have decided to change the POV of the story. I was becoming a nuisance, writing their names that much! I hope its not to hard to follow with the change. Once again I'm not a writer. Hope you enjoy! Tell me what you think.
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Bar None
Stef POV
What about her over there? She looks your age.
"Who? The blonde?
Yeah she looks like you!"
Like me? no she doesn't! Really!!"
Ummmm yeah! Shes much prettier. HAHAHHAHHA! Im only kidding! But I must say you have been acting a little different lately.
"What? I don't know what you are talking about.
"Right! You forget that I know your ass like the back of my hand........ wait what the fuck that?( Sarah looking at her hand)
I look at Sarah and burst out laughing.
I dont think that I should tell Sarah that I met with Lena earlier today. I mean she did think that her and Monte was having an affair. But how I'm I suppose to keep that a secret from her. She's kinda right about her knowing me like the back of her hand. Hell, we've been friends for years. I just do think I'm really to tell her about Lena. Plus its not like we are dating, she's just cute as hell. But I just don't trust something about her living arrangements.
"Ok so I'm going to go to the rest room. Ill be right back."
"Ok Stef."
I stand up and head to the restroom. Man, its clouded! And the music is really loud, but was not loud enough to drown out the couple arguing in the corner.
I hear her voice and it was like time stood still. Lena. It couldn't be. What where the odds of her being here tonight. I mean, not that I expected her too. I slowly turn and there she is, again the most beautiful person I have ever seen. I cant really tell what they are arguing about but Lena seems really upset. Is this her ex that she talked about earlier? She looks at me and suddenly I'm frozen as it she has mesmerized me. I open my mouth to say something but then the other women kisses her. I turn around at once and walk to the bathroom.
I sit on the toilet with my pants still up and my head between my legs. I fell sick all of a sudden. I mean why does this bother me? She is not mine, she isn't even someone that I would call my friend. I barely know this women. We only met today but I'm jealous? I have to get the hell out of here. I cant take these feelings.
I walk out of the bathroom and walk straight to Sarah, not making eye contact with anyone.
"Hey Sarah." I'm going to head out ok."
"Wait what? Stef we haven't even been here for 30 minutes yet. You promise me that you would chill and try to have a good time. Hell you are the one that forced me to come."
"I know Sarah and I'm sorry really I am but I need to leave now."
She looks at me and realize that I'm serious and is kinda scares her a bit.
"Ok Stef. Are you ok? What happen?"
"Can we just go and ill tell you about it in the car."
"Ok. Come lets get you home."
We walk out of the bar and head to the car. Ii don't know what I'm going to tell her. I can just burst out and say....Hey Sarah I've been having feelings for women since before college. She would be so pissed that I didn't tell her any sooner. But I have to think of something quick as we both enter the car and put on our seatbelts
"So what the hell happen in there. I mean did you have to many drinks or did someone say something to you."
"Sarah can we just go home and talk about this later. I'm starting to get a headache."
"A headache. Because of me. Are you saying I'm giving you a headache."
"(sigh) No. I'm just saying that my head is starting to hurt probably from that loud ass music in there. I mean shit Sarah we are not as young as we once were."
"Stef what the hell happen. Stop trying to change the subject because that's not going to work tonight. especially since we came to me with that face. Shit, I haven't seen you have that face since when you found out I was leaving school for one semester. So stop the bullshit and tell me.
"(sigh) Ok ok. There was this women and she grabbed my crotch in the bathroom when I came out of the stall. She was drunk as hell and she tried to kiss me."
Oh Jesus, please believe this story.
She looks at me with surprise and sympathy.
"Aww Stef I'm so sorry. I always forget that you not, well you know, not. Like me."
"Sarah the word is lesbian and you can say it. Its not like we are saying Lord Voldemort. She just caught me on guard is all.
"Well, I'm still sorry.
she turn forward and start the engine. We drive back home in silence. I can tell that she wants to say more but I'm grateful that she decides against it. As we pull up into the drive way there is a familiar car parked outside and I soon realize that I wont be getting sleep anytime soon.
So who do you think is in Stef's driveway? Do you think Stef will ever tell Sarah how she really feels. Who was that with Lena at Bar NONE?
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