Dawn

Chapter 13

"So you're not boyfriend amd girlfriend anymore?" Sarah asked.

"I don't know. Probably not."

"He isn't good for you anyways." I turned to look at her.

"Why not?"

"Cause he likes bad girls."

"Bad girls?" I asked.

"I think you call them hoes?"

"We got a lot of them at our school." I mumbled going through my instagram. I came across a picture of him and the same girl he was with earlier. The caption read,

@chrisbrownofficial: Stuntin on my ex with my next😂❤.

Is this suppose to be about me? The comments were filled with laughing emojis, But I didn't see anything funny.

"Oh, I saw that earlier." Sarah said breaking me out of my thoughts.

"You saw this already? Why didn't you tell me?"

"You didn't ask." She said switching channels on my Tv.

Lately I've been thinking that Sarah isn't a good friend.

"Do you wanna be with him?" She asked.

"Yes."

"Why? He obviously doesn't trust you."

"Cause he made me feel different....I liked it."

"Move on. He has a girlfriend now, you should...what they call it?...test the waters and see other fishes?" She asked.

"I don't know what you're talking about but I can't just move on. I still love him..."

"Love? You can't love. You dont know what love is." She laughed turning to another channel.

My phone started to ring, it was my mom.

"Hello?"

"Hey Dawn, everything fine?" She asked.

"Yes, Sarah came over."

"Good, I don't want you being all lonely. But then again Chris is next door so you'll be fine."

"Yeah...."
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Nowadays when Chris come in our class he doesnt hang with me like he use to. He'll go talk to one of his friends or just sit on his phone.

I tried talking to him once but that didn't go too well. He called me a liar since he thought I lied about Sarah texting me.

"So today we'll be doing an activity so grab your friend and wait at your desk." Ms. Tina announced.

I looked over at Chris but he didn't budge. He stayed in his same spot, so I decided to work independently. 

"Dawn? Where's your new friend?" Ms. Tina asked

"Um, I think he's busy."

"Oh, I'll go get him--"

"NO! It's fine. I can work by myself." I reassured her.

"You have to have two people for this project. We're doing a black silhouette for the hallways."

"Oh.." she walked away as I watched her tap his shoulder. I looked away and pretended like I was doing something else.

Soon enough I felt someone sit beside me.

"Get your notebook out." I did as told and sat it on my desk.

Ms. Tina passed out black sheets of paper and explained what we had to do.

"Ight, get up."

"We don't have any room in here to do it."

"Let's go in the hallway then." He said and grabbed the paper. I led the way and pulled my hair back as he spread it out.

"I'm gonna get the chalk." He said and went back in the classroom.

Meanwhile, I got on Instagram and realized I was still following Chris.

Should I unfollow him? But what would that do? Would it hurt him?

I decided against it and went back to my profile. 

"Lay on the paper and be still." He said. I did so and looked else where so I wouldn't have to make eye contact with him. He was tracing my body so it's hard not to look.

After a while, I felt something in my eye. Maybe a lash. I didn't wanna move cause if I did I would've messed everything up and would have to start over.

I blinked a few times before Chris noticed.

"You got sum in your eye?" He asked.

"Yeah, but I'm fine."

"Let me see." He tried reaching for my face but I declined.

"I'm fine, it's gone now."

"If it was gone, you wouldn't be blinking like that. Just let me get it." He scooched closer and slightly parted my eye. I looked up as he blew his minty breathe in my face.

"Do you still feel it?"

"No."

"Lie again. I see the lash." He said squinting his eyes.

"I can go to the bathroom real quick and get it out."

"Or you can let me get it. It's faster and I wanna hurry and finish the silhouette."

"Okay well hurry up my eye is burning." I said fanning it.

"Just be still..." he rubbed the tip of his finger against my tear duct and eventually got it out.

"There." He said flicking it off his thumb.

I looked at my silhouette and saw it was finished. Now I just needed to cut it out.

"We're done." I mumbled standing up.

"Yeah." He stood as well and got back on his phone.

I grabbed my paper and went back inside.

Instead of cutting my silhouette out, I laid my head down on the desk thinking about what we would be talkinf about if it weren't for those messages Sarah sent.

"Dawn, are you okay?" I heard Ms. Tina ask.

"Yes ma'am, I just have a head ache."

"Wanna sign out early?"

"Yes, I'll finish my silhouette at home."
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Sarah called and texted me when she saw I left school. I didn't bother to text back though. If it weren't for her, I would still have a boyfriend.

She's changed now. She was with Peter but she broke up with him brutally, which made him cry. Now she's chasing someone who has a girlfriend. (Chris)

Speaking of his girlfriend, I seen her at school a few times. She's really pretty, I see why he likes her. But she has an attitude I can't handle. She's actually the girl who pushed me when I accidentally bumped into her.

Other than Chris, I've never really had anyone to call mine. I don't know if I'll ever have anyone to call mine ever again either.

Hey guys, here's another update. So I decided to delete Issues just because I didn't like the way it was written so I'm just write another story. Stay tuned.