Miracle

(32) Love

It's been 2 weeks.

Two weeks and Aaron still hasn't talked to me. I don't want to cave in and let him have his way, but I kind of miss his smiles and laughter.

Ever since out blow out in the now beautiful backyard, I felt like I've done everything wrong. I felt like my life has just been a big misunderstanding. This isn't how my life was suppose to go. I'm suppose to have parents and good siblings that I fight with.

But, I don't have any family anymore. I need Aaron and I don't know how I'm suppose to go on without him being right beside me.

"Miss. Price can you come here for a second?"

Yes I'm in school, and I'm not sure why.

"Uh... yeah sorry" I stood up and walked to the front after everyone left.

"I'm sorry, I'm getting back into-"

"Miracle, you aren't ready to be back. You know that and I know that. Make the best out of today and just go home, please" Mr. Nocks said putting a hand on my shoulder.

I stepped back and let a tear fall down out of my eyes, "you can't tell me that. I have rights and I have a right to be here. To learn!"

"So please Mr. Nocks you think you know how I am feeling at the moment. But you don't, so leave me alone"

I turned around and walked out of the class. This is not what I expected for my first day back.

Everyone was already clearing the hall and I just stood there with tears pouring down my face. Why does this happen to me?

I just stand there sobbing. A hand touches my back making me stiffen up.

"It's okay" a sweet voice says from behind me.

I knew exactly who that is and I'm so freaking glad.

"Aaron I can't do it anymore! I can't focus and all my damn mind does is flip and turn. I can't do this Aaron. I just can't." I turned around and looked right into his brown eyes.

He rubbed his thumbs over my cheeks wiping my tears away.

"You can do it Miracle. I've known you for like 3 months now and all you do is push through things like its normal. You are the strongest person I know. So don't let yourself bring you down because that will just hurt you even more."

"Thank you" I whispered. Turning on my heels I walked away. Straight through the entrance doors and to my car.

Screw coming back to school. Only two weeks left anyways.

I got in my steaming hot car and quickly turned on the air-conditioning. I love summer but I also hate summer.

It's a love hate relationship.

When I got home Jade was already sitting on the couch with her feet propped up. The TV is playing Titanic, I was about to walk away but I figured I just needed to talk.

I walked around the couch and turned off the TV making Jade yell at me.

"What was that for? That was the good part!" She whined.

"I hate Aaron. But I also fucking love Aaron. I don't know if I should love him more or hate him more. Help me"

Jade patted the spot beside her telling me to sit down there.

I did as she practically told me to do.

"Aaron doesn't know how to interact with you. You are turning into an emotional wreck and he doesn't know how to deal with it. He doesn't know how to speak to you or get your attention. He thinks he knows you inside and out but in all honesty he really doesn't. I know this is going to be hard but you both need to figure this out together. He needs to get to know you more. Spend some more time with him" she placed a hand on my thigh and squeezed.

"Fine. Just because I can't stand the silence anymore. Just because I don't wanna deal with this."

"Or because you love him" she smiles.

"Or I don't" I rolled my eyes standing up.

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I quickly shoved the dishes in the sink and turned around when I heard the front door shut.

"You're here" I said to Aaron as he walks into the kitchen and grabs a drink out of the fridge.

"This is where I live. So yeah I'm here" he speaks with attitude.

I rested my hands on the island, "So uh.. how was your day?"

Aaron closes the fridge door and looks straight at me, "I don't know. Maybe my day was terrible because the love of my life despises me and I can't explain how bad I need her. I can't explain how bad I love her. It's scary sometimes you know? Because I love her so much and I don't know how to show it. Maybe my day was fantastic because I got my senior exams back for the second time and I passed with flying colors. But why would you care right? I can't do anything right when it comes to you."

My eyes formed with tears, "you're right. I'm a Bitch and I am so sorry for it. But, this is still new to me. I just wanted you to show it through how you actually feel. Just like you just did, I'm not a charity case. I'm a normal teenage girl, and I just wanted you to be able to show me the right way. I'm so sorry that I've hurt you but you weren't being the person I know you as."

Aaron's eyes went from being light and beautiful to being dark and emotional.

"Aaron, I love you so much and it scares the hell out of me. It scares me so bad that I can't even explain it to myself"

He took a step closer to me and grabbed my hand, "y'know I never thought someone could pry into my real feelings like you have. You've shown me who I really am, and I love it so much. But what makes it even better, is that I love you enough to forget about everyone and anyone who isn't you"

"Because that's what love is" I whispered pulling him closer.

"You are my Miracle. I don't know what I would have done without you. I'm amazed when i look at you. Not just because of your looks, but because of the fact that everything I've ever wanted is right in front of me. "

"You're my best friend, my human diary, and my other half. You mean the world to me and I just can't help but love you" I kissed him softly.

"My beautiful Miracle." He whispers holding me close.

"Everything I ever wanted" I sighed kissing his cheek.

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THE END!

BUT, I'M GONNA MAKE A SECOND BOOK TO THIS. SO DON'T WORRY YOUR LITTLE EYES. SEE YOU GUYS ON THE OTHER SIDE!