Endless Love (trilogy to FBR and ASC)

Chapter 9

I was laying with andy and I didn't want to move. It felt like my heart was ripped out my chest and my world was over. I just wanted to lay with him and the kids and never leave.

"Jas you have to at least get up and go eat breakfast, now lunch." He said and I kissed his chest.

"I want to kiss you everywhere." I said.

"What?" He asked.

"I'm dying." I said and his eyes softened.

"You're not dying. Listen to me. You are not dying. You're my wife and the mother to my children and you're healthy and happy and safe. You're completely fine. I'm mad the doctor even said that was a fucking option for you because now you're stressed out. You're okay. I swear." He said and I shook my head.

"I knew something was wrong andy. I should have just went to the hospital sooner and I didn't and I probably fucked up and-"

"Jasmine this is what you're going to do-" he paused and covered my mouth and climbed on top of me.

"You're going to shut up, you're going to shut off your brain-" he paused and reached down and looked down as he pulled my panties to the side and he pulled the front of his boxers down. He eased himself inside me slowly and I threw my head back in pleasure.

"And you're going to breathe through your nose." He said still covering my mouth. He went a little faster and it felt so good.

"Andy wait-"

"I told you to shut up." He said as he kept going and it felt so good.

"Andy." I moaned but it was muffled through his hand. He buried his face into my neck as he continued and it was amazing. It definitely shut my brain off and took my mind off everything.

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"Andy, if I am sick-" I paused and he looked over at me.

"I want to live each day like it's my last and do things that we never did. I want to travel and I want to be with the kids everywhere we go. You can homeschool them as we go and we can have sex in public and do as many drugs as we want." I said and he chuckled.

"First of all you're not sick. Second we wouldnt do anymore drugs than weed." He said and I chuckled and kissed him.

"But if you were sick I'd quit my job. I'd do anything you wanted me to. I just know you aren't." He said cupping my cheek and I smiled weakly and kissed him.

"I love you so much." I said.

"I love you too." He said.

"Where are our kids? I want all of them in this bed and sleeping with us tonight. I'm holding all four of you." I said and he chuckled.

"Sky, ry-ry, Luke." Andy called and Riley ran in first and then came Luke, then Sky and they all jumped on the bed except Luke who was still too short to get on it himself. Andy picked him up and put him next to me and I kissed his cheeks and held him.

"You're all sleeping in here tonight. I want my kiddos." I said and they smiled.

"Yay!" Riley said and sky laid down next to Andy and Riley laid in between Luke and Sky. They were so adorable and they were tired.

"I love you so much mommy." Sky said.

"I love you so much too." I said.

"What about me?" Riley asked.

"I love all three of you with my whole heart." I said.

"Yeah? What about me?" Andy asked and I smiled. It felt like I had four hearts and each of them had their own heart to have my whole love in them. He smiled at me and just with the smile and eyes he could tell that I loved him. I didn't have to say anything to him for him to know.