Endless Love (trilogy to FBR and ASC)

Chapter 23

Andy came home around 3 in the morning and he wasn't lying when he said his mom was bringing the kids home. It was probably my worst day out of all the days so far and he wasn't there. He came upstairs and crawled into bed on top of me and started kissing me. It woke me up while I was sleeping and he started pulling my shirt down and sucking on my chest.

"Andy get off me." I said.

"I'm so drunk baby. I want to love on you. Please? I miss your body so much." He said and I pushed him away from me and he chuckled.

"Baby." He slurred and I smacked him.

"What did I do?" He asked.

"What did you not do?" I asked and he sat up and looked at me like he was upset and a little kid and he crossed his arms in front of his chest.

"Why are you being mean?" He asked.

"Why are you such a fucking douche bag." I said and he chuckled and kissed me.

"You know I don't lie to you when I'm drunk." He said cutely and I smiled weakly and rolled my eyes even though I as trying my hardest to be mad.

"Ask me anything and I'll tell you the truth." He said.

"Do you love me?" I asked and he smiled widely and nodded.

"Oh baby do I love you." He said and I pushed his chest and he smiled and leaned down over me and kissed me.

"Did you cheat on me?" I asked.

"I promised you I never would and I never broke that promise sweetheart. You're my wife. My beautiful, cute, sexy wife." He chuckled and it melted my heart but I was still trying to be mad at him.

"Do you think I'm going to die?" I asked and his smile faded and he pushed my hair back and shook his head.

"You're not going to die. As long as I'm alive you're not. Not on my watch." He said and I looked up at him and he leaned down and kissed me softly.

"Any more questions?" He asked.

"Can I just talk to you while you'll actually listen?" I asked and he smiled widely and nodded and laid down on his back. I rested my head on his chest and he put his arm around me and kissed my forehead.

"I love you so much and like when this first started, my emotions are all over, okay? I know I'm not myself." I said.

"You're still yourself you're just not letting you be yourself." He said cutely.

"Andy I had you sex every night and we haven't fucked in two months." I said.

"It hasn't been that long." He said and I looked up at him and nodded.

"It has." I said.

"No. Maybe a month." He said.

"I want you to shave my head when I start losing my hair from the treatment." I said and he looked down at me.

"I will." He said.

"Jasmine?" He asked.

"What?" I asked.

"I really want to have sex with you." He said and I laughed and he looked down at me seriously. I mean not that serious because he was drunk but serious enough.

"I'm not kidding. I was talking to Norman and I haven't been inside you for almost two months. I miss your moans and your body and the way you taste. Fuck I haven't been inside anyone in almost two months. I miss sex so bad." He said and I playfully hit his chest.

"You better not have been inside anyone other than me in two months." I said.

"The last time I cheated on you was in May." He said and I looked up at him and he pursed his lips together.

"Andy you better be joking with me." I said and he started laughing and I chuckled weakly and smacked his chest lightly and he shook his head.

"No, I did cheat in May I just thought it was funny." He said.

"It's November andy." I said and he nodded.

"I know." He said and I sat up.

"Get out." I said.

"And go where?" He chuckled.

"Somewhere. Out of my sight. So I can't hear you or see you or smell you. Get the fuck away from me." I said and his smiled faded.

"Oh no Jas what did I do?" He asked and I pushed him as he got up and he stumbled out the room and I buried my face into my pillow and tried not to cry. 6 months, half a year, and he was just now telling me.