Endless Love (trilogy to FBR and ASC)

Chapter 36

We called my doctor the next morning and told him everything that happened. He told us that it was normal to have pain for my condition but if it continued and there were more within the next two days to come home and get the surgery as soon as possible. The pains weren't supposed to be so severe and they also weren't supposed to be close together so when I asked him what would happen if they were he said it would need medical attention as quick as possible and it scared me even more. I felt better though. After we talked to him and after I settled down, after it happened the night before, I felt so much better. Andy was still worried about me but I genuinely felt okay enough to just have a good day and continue our vacation. I didn't want the vacation to end because of me.

The kids were still sleeping though and I still hadn't said a word to him about what happened. I was too embarrassed. We were in the middle of sex and I made him completely stop. I knew he wanted me and I wanted him so bad. We needed sex and I couldn't give it to him. We couldn't because of me.

I was sitting next to him with my knees up to my chest and he had his hands back in the said supporting him up and his legs laying out straight. We hadn't said anything. We were silent just looking at the ocean and listening to the waves.

"I'm sorry." I said rested my head on his shoulder and he looked down at me and kissed my temple.

"I haven't slept." He said and I looked up at him.

"Then why are you out here andy? Go inside and go to sleep. I got the kids." I said and he shook his head.

"You scared me. I think that was the most scared I have ever been with you. I'm okay. I'm not that tired. I stayed awake and just ran my fingers through your hair all night. I got 15 minutes or so of sleep every hour or two but I just wanted to be awake in case something happened. You slept pretty good last night once I got you to sleep." He said and I wrapped my arms around him from the side.

"You have no idea what you mean to me." I said and he put his hand on my thigh and rubbed it and nodded before resting his head against mine. I let go of him with my left hand and I took his wedding ring off and he looked down at me.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"All my heart." I said and he nodded and kissed me. I slipped it back on his finger and he rubbed my side softly.

"You're feeling better. I can tell." He said.

"I know. I think my medicine makes me worse." I said.

"Surgery will be here in no time." He said cupping my cheek and I nodded and smiled weakly. He kissed me again and he laid down in the sand as he cupped my cheeks and brought me down next to him. He locked his lips on mine and slipped his tongue into my mouth and I brought my hand up to his cheek and brushed my thumb across his scruff. We eventually pulled away from each other but when we did Riley was standing over us and we both screamed and Riley screamed and we sat up and looked at her as she started crying.

"Hey, come here." He said pulling her into him and he kissed her cheek as she cried. She scared the hell out of us and we scared the hell out of her. I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back as he kissed the top of her head.

"It's okay. We're not mad at you and you're not in trouble. You just scared us." He chuckled weakly and she wrapped her arms around the back of my neck and her legs around my stomach and I held her. She's was mommy princess definitely. He rubbed her back as she cried into my neck and I kissed her cheek.

"It's okay." I said softly.

"You scared me." She said with tears in her eyes.

"I know, you scared me and daddy too. It's okay." I said. She let go of me and rubbed her eyes and he smiled weakly. It was kind of cute honestly. She was such a sweetheart and she was so much like me. Skylar was a good kid but Riley truly never really went through a phase of terrible twos. She knew what no meant and Skylar didn't. Luke was just a crazy kid in general but I loved him so damn much and he looked so much like Andy.