Endless Love (trilogy to FBR and ASC)

Chapter 34

Andy and I were swimming in the ocean and the kids were building sand castles on the beach. Skylar was watching Luke and Riley and we trusted her with them. We were talking about things and joking around and he apologized more and told me it had nothing to against me and that there was nothing wrong that I was doing that made him do what he did and I forgave him. I was still hurt but I forgave him. I loved him so much and he was grabbing sand crabs under the sand and he kept scaring me with them. We were up to our shoulders and the water was crystal clear. It was so damn beautiful. He was swimming near me and he grabbed my hand and pulled me into him. I smiled and he kissed me.

"I love you." He said.

"I love you too." I said and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He held me and I ran my fingers through his hair.

"You're so beautiful." He said.

"You know I will say-" I paused and I smiled and pushed a part of his hair back that was in his face.

"You do talk to me differently than you talked to Mel." I said.

"How's that?" He asked.

"You were about to fuck Mel and you said she was 'fucking sexy' but you call me beautiful. You actually respect me." I said.

"Of course I respect you. Mel was just a whore I fucked to get off." He said and I rolled my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder.

"Did I not give you enough sex?" I asked.

"I already told you, you did everything right. You have done everything right. I love you so much. I just like having sex with people." He said.

"I'm still waiting to have some fun with Derek if you let me." I said looking up at him and tracing circles on his chest.

"You really want someone to cheat on their wife so they can fuck their best friends wife?" He asked.

"Hell yeah. I want him." I said.

"I'll see what I can do." He said and I looked at him.

"Are you being serious?" I asked.

"Do you want to fuck Derek or not?" He asked.

"I don't really want to do that to you but I do want to fuck him." I chuckled and he nodded.

"He said he would." He said.

"What?" I asked.

"He said he would fuck you." He said and my eyes softened.

"Andy I'm not sleeping with Derek." I said.

"Jasmine I want you to sleep with Derek anytime you want honestly. I put his number in your phone. When we get back I want you to. I know it's wrong but I can't just hurt you that many times and not want you to. I genuinely need you to." He said and I nodded slowly and kissed him.

"I'm going to feel horrible." I said.

"I won't let you feel horrible." He said and I rested my head on his shoulder and kissed his neck.

"If I have sex with him will you love on me after we're done. I'm going to feel horrible." I said.

"You're not having sex with him in our house. You can get a motel room or go to his house but you're not going to mine hell no. I wouldn't be able to have the image of my boss fucking you out of my head." He said.

"What do you like about Derek?" He asked.

"His eyes, his hair, his voice." I said.

"He has blue eyes like me-"