Endless Love (trilogy to FBR and ASC)

Chapter 24

I woke up and went downstairs and andy was sleeping on the kitchen table. The fucking kitchen table. Thank god it was the weekend or the kids would have been hours late to school.

I grabbed the table and I pushed it from underneath him and he fell and flinched in his sleep.

"Wake the fuck up." I said and he looked up at me.

"Jesus Christ Jasmine what happened?!" He asked worriedly.

"I really fucking love you, you know that?" I asked.

"I know. I love you too." He said.

"Really so what we're you doing in May?" I asked.

"May?" He asked.

"Yeah. You know my birthday month. Your daughters birthday month. May." I said and he pulled the table up and he looked up at me.

"I don't know. It was in May. We celebrated your birthdays." He said.

"You're such a fucking liar." I said pushing him.

"Okay. You need to calm down. I'm trying to fucking talk to you with a hangover-"

"What'd you do in May, Andy?" I asked.

"I don't know what you want me to say." He said.

"Why was I on the table?" He asked.

"Because you're a fucking idiot." I said.

"What did you do in May?" I repeated and pushed him back again.

"I was probably just fucking-"

"Fucking what? Fucking your whores that you continuously go behind my back with and his eyes softened.

"What did I do last night?" He asked.

"You came home. Told me you loved me, that you would never cheat on me, that I wasn't going to die and you wouldn't let me. You were so cute last night and I was starting to forgive you until you told me you cheated on me in May. So which girl was it andy?" I asked.

"I can't tell you that." He said and I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Why can't you tell me?" I asked.

"I genuinely cannot tell you who I slept with." He said and I rolled my eyes and turned around and went to walk out the room and he grabbed my hand.

"Jasmine I didn't tell you because i didn't want to start anymore and I just didn't want to okay? I haven't touched anyone but you since then. I know that's still wrong but the last two months I haven't had sex and that for you and that's with you and no one else. You know how I am-"

"I shouldn't be getting used to getting cheated on!" I yelled.

"I know. I know and I'm so sorry." He said.

"Andy how have you not learned? I don't fucking understand. I divorced you for that fucking reason and you still continue to do stupid fucking things. I'm sick. I need you. I cant be alone during this or I won't have any strength at all and if I feel like my only way of strength is falling out of love with me or not even caring, I can't go through this." I said.

"Jasmine I'm not falling out of love with you. I have, I did, but I love you so much. Seriously you're my entire world and I wouldn't trade that for anything. I'm so sorry. I am-"

"Was it mel?" I asked and he looked up at me and shook his head.

"I've slept with her since the last time we have that you knew about." He said and my eyes softened and he looked away from me and clenched his jaw.

"How many times?" I asked.

"Two or three." He said and I had tears in my eyes.

"When?" I asked.

"March? April?" He asked.

"And who was in May?" I asked.

"I can't. I seriously can't." He said.

"Would it seriously surprise me that much?" I asked.

"I just can't tell you." He said.

"Why?!" I yelled and he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Jasmine if I told you, you wouldn't forgive me and you'd probably divorce me all over again." He said.

"Your boss?" I asked and he shook his head.

"A student?" I asked and he shook his head.

"Please stop asking." He said.

"I want to know who's been with my husband and how stupid I am to not realize it." I said.

"Jas it was in the past and we can leave it in the past. It's better to leave that in the past." He nodded and I shook my head.

"Tell me. Maybe I can wrap my head around it because I don't know who else you would sleep with to make me that pissed off." I said.

"I mean I would think sleeping with anyone but you would piss you off." He said and I crossed my arms in front of me.

"Stop trying to change the god damn subject. Who the fuck did you sleep with?!" I yelled.

"Jasmine I'm begging you not to do this." He said.

"I'm begging you to not cheat on me." I said.

"My ex." He said and I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Your ex what?" I asked.

"I slept with my ex wife." He said and my eyes softened and I locked my eyes on his and I had tears in my eyes.

"Your ex wife? As in the one that continuously gave us problems in the beginning of our relationship? The drugged up piece of shit?" I asked and he nodded slowly.

"And I'm sorry for it." He said and I smacked him as hard as I could and I pushed him back and he tried grabbing my hands to stop me but I was so angry I continued to just hit him.

"You fucking piece of shit!" I yelled.

"Jasmine stop!" He yelled.

"I fucking hate you!" I yelled.

"Jasmine!" He yelled.

"Jasmine stop the kids!" He yelled.

"Mommy? Daddy?" I heard Riley ask and my eyes softened and I let go of him and his lip and nose was bleeding and his cheek was bruised. He looked at me as he held his nose and he walked to the sink and washed his lip and nose. He grabbed a paper towel and he put it up to his lip and nose and I was frozen. I couldn't believe I did that to him. There were times I busted his lip but I never hurt him that bad and it scared me in a way. Riley was standing in the door way and he spit blood in the sink.

"Andy I'm sorry." I said.

"Don't fucking apologize I deserved it." He mumbled and walked out the kitchen. I was so mad and angry but I felt so bad for doing that to him. I knew he was mad at me but he still wasn't showing it. He was still being nice to me.