Whenever I make you mad, or we have a fight or a disagreement...
I cry.
And it's not just a few tears, it's a full on sobbing kind of crying. The kind of crying that happens when someone you love dies.
Because to me it feels like just that.
It feels like I'm one step away from anything that could ever happen. It feels like I'm going to ruin everything, that I've ruined everything. And I hate that feeling so much. So goddamn much. More than anything else in the world.
You are one of the most important things to me and the thought of losing you is too much for me to think about.
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Being Pansexual
RomanceBeing pansexual... It's all a bit difficult when you're falling in love with someone you can't have. -- Notes on falling in love with my best friend, realising i'm pansexual and a few random other things story of my life
