Being Pansexual

91. in my feels

Hello, i am completely in my feelings right now and this will probably be a bit ramble-y.

i cannot, in all honesty, comprehend us, you, our relationship. even after a year and a half saying "relationship" or "girlfriend" is crazy to me.
how did i get so entirely lucky?
the chances of all of this happening are so tiny, and yet, here we are. you and me.
friendship for so many years. your crush. my crush. then: this. us.
every second i spend with you makes me feel like a better, happier person. i love you more and more, i love me more and more when i'm with you.
some days i want to just reach out and touch your face and tell you how goddamn much i appreciate you. because you're so utterly perfect for me that i can't even express that to you right.
you give me that feeling of complete excitement, jitteriness, butterflies and overwhelming love that i experience when listening to my favourite songs, experiencing my favourite moments.
i guess that's because that is the precise true feeling that you should experience when it comes to your favourite. and to me, that's you.
you're my favourite.
and every day that goes by i question how i love you more than the day before.
i'm not sure why that's hit me so much right at this moment... but all i want to do is exist with you.
anything with you.
you are my favourite. (or favorite for those americans reading!)

to my girlfriend:
i love you. please smile because you're adorable (but you're adorable without the smile). please know how perfect you are and how much i love you. ❤️