Eyes On Me

Chapter 38

Selena Pov

I should've been mad, so mad that he was smoking in my bedroom and trying to hide it too

But I was also intrigued, more than I was mad, I was curious to feel what he was feeling while smoking, I wanted to have the same relaxed look he had on his face right now

What was so special about weed that kept him going back to it? I wanted to know

So I asked to try it

He looked at me with his slightly red eyes and started to laugh at my request. For a moment I thought he was going to say yes but his laughter quickly died down and a hard serious look made its way to his face

He blinked once

Twice

Three times

Before he answered me with a decisive "No"

"No?"

"No"

"Why?!" I demanded to know, not satisfied with his answer

"Because no" He repeated as he put out his joint in the window and he placed the remaining of it back inside his packet

"But why?" I asked again

It wasn't fair, he could smoke, do drugs, drink and everything he wanted to do but when I wanted to do it I couldn't?

"No is a no Selena, end of it" He walked to my bed with the pack still secured in his hand and sat down at the end of it

I knew what to do to make him say yes

I slowly walked to him swaying my hips slightly and with unhurried movements placing my legs on either side of him, knees either side of his thighs, straddling him

He looked at me with lust in his eyes locking his jaw painfully tight, he knew what I was doing

My fingers took time to trace his bare shoulders feeling the hard muscles move under my fingertips. I loved how hard and soft his skin was at the same time, covered in all type of tattoos

My favorite was the cross on his chest, I knew there was a story to tell for every tattoo he had and I couldn't wait to hear all of them as we grew old together

I loved the man in front of me with such passion that I admired every single thing about him, even his imperfections

It was a love so powerful and consuming that I missed him every time he wasn't near me, when he was with me I was left..empty

Lately we had few moments to be alone and enjoy each other's presence with everything going on, this was the perfect occasion in my eyes to experience something new and have a little fun too

I lowered my head to kiss his chest lightly and muttering how much I loved him in between kisses

"Sel-"

"You promised me you were going to fuck me this morning, sneaking in my room and taking me" My mouth got closer to his ear biting his lobe in a sexual way "But you didn't, you didn't come and you left me all wet and ready, dressed like this for nothing"