Eyes On Me

Chapter 15

Selena Pov

Justin is making me crazy with all his secrets and why he's even mad at me? He's the one lying to me not the other way around. We haven't talked since the fight we had yesterday, no texts, no calls, no visits from him, nothing.

I stayed up most of the night looking at his bedroom, waiting for him to come back home, but again he didn't. Everytime we fight he just disappears, leaving me worried and wondering if he really cares about me. If he cared he would have stayed, right?

The first thing I did when I woke up was checking my phone again hoping to see a text or a missing call from Justin but who am I kidding? He was somewhere doing secret things

I got dressed in my usual outfit for school and said a quick bye to my mom before I left. I took the bus and I was observing everyone with my granola bar in my hand, I probably looked like a crazy girl but I was really deep in my thoughts

Seeing couples kissing and couddling on the bus seats made me feel an ache in my heart, I missed him, even if we were apart just for a day, I missed him and no matter how much of a dick he was, I couldn't help but want him with me

I wanted his kisses and him calling me baby every second, he should know I can't stay without him and unless he's cheating on me I will stay by his side, I don't care what he is hiding, if he has a problem we can overcome it together

Bella didn't leave Edward and he was a fucking vampire, Mary Jane didn't leave Peter Parker even after she discovered he was Spider Man, why would I leave Justin if he tells me his secrets? Was he a vampire too or an X-man? No, those things only happen in movies

When I arrived at school I crumbled the granola bar wrapper and threw it away in a trash can before making my way to the entrace where I knew Liz and Mark where waiting me

"Lena!" Liz hugged me as soon as she saw me

"Hey" I hugged her back and then waved at Mark with a smile

"So, are you ready for today's test?" Liz asked me twirling her blonde hair with a finger

Wait, what test? Oh, I totally forgot about it, I was so worried and mad at Justin that I deleted it from my mind, I'm in deep shit

"I kinda forgot about it" I mumbled rolling my eyes

"No way, goody Lena forgot to study" Mark teased me laughing "Shut up it's probably because of her new boyfriend" Liz interruped him with a big smile

"W-What boyfriend? I don't have a boyfriend" Suddenly I was feeling very hot, my temperature was rising and I needed to drink because my throat was feeling dry

"You really want me to believe the neighbor story? He wasn't here yesterday to give you a lift he was here to pick up his girlfriend aka you" She said giggling

"No, Justin is not my boyfriend he's really just my neighbor" I tried to explain and make her believe it

"Yes, I didn't believe her too at first but yesterday I saw him with a blonde girl, the girl was so fucking hot, that guy is a lucky ass, he has the best cars and the best girls"

After hearing his words I froze, Justin was with a blonde girl? He was with Hailey? I felt like crying but I didn't want to show any emotions in front of them and let them see that Justin was more than just a neighbor to me

I faked a smile and nodded at Mark words, Hailey was everything I wasn't, hot body, hot face, always flirty and experienced, no wonder Justin preferred her over me. Now I know where he was going yesterday after leaving me at my house, he was going to see her

I stayed up all night worried about him when that asshole was probably fucking with her, I couldn't stop the tears from falling so I quickly excused myself and began to walk fast towards the school back yard to sit under a tree

I didn't want to cry, I hated feeling like that, I hated how I was feeling all those emotions for him, he didn't deserve my heart but he had it, he had all of it, he made me go high just to let me fall and get broken. I was fine before meeting him, I had my lonely life and I was okay with it he just had to appear in my life and change it making me fall for his stupid charming ways

I heard someone getting closer and I quickly wiped away the tears that were rolling down my cheeks

"Lena..." I heard her soft voice "I'm okay, Liz" I said fast glancing up at her with a smile

"You're not okay" She took a deep breath and sat next to me "You don't have to pretend with me, I'm not gonna judge you" I stayed silent looking at my finger

"I saw the way you looked at him and I saw the way he looked at you and how protective he was, he's definitely your boyfriend"

"But Mark believed me right?" I asked afraid that Mark knew the truth too

"Mark sees what he wants to see" "What does it mean?" I asked confused

"Lena, you're so in love and innocent you can't see how crazy Mark is for you" A giggle left her plump cherry lips

"No, no, we're friends" I shook my head, we were just really good friends and I saw him more like a brother and I was his sister

"Well, maybe for you, but for him you're a little bit more"

"Why are you telling me this?" I asked lowly looking at her

"In case you change your mind and want to know how it feels to be treated the right way" She got up and offered me her hand

"What if I don't change my mind even if he hurts me?" I asked taking her hand and getting up

"You'll lose an amazing boyfriend, trust me I've known him for so long and he's the best boyfriend you could ever have" She started to walk towards the school entrace but stopped to turn around "Aren't you coming in?"

"No, i think I'm going home, I don't feel well"

"If you feel better tonight there's a huge party at Kade Johnson's house, you know just to get your mind off some things" She left but her words were still going around my head

Mark really liked me? And Justin was with Hailey? My mind was about to explode from all the information I had today, I needed to go home and get some rest before I took any decision, but I needed to talk to Justin, I wanted to hear what he had to say about him and Hailey being together

I took my phone and looked at it, still without texts. I hesitated before calling him, my heart was beating so fast and I suddenly forgot what I wanted to say, I knew that after hearing his voice I will lose any rational thoughts, it beeped and beeped but he never picked it up

I tried again, getting mad at how it was easy for him to forget about me and to just go on with his life and his lies, it beeped and beeped taking me to his voice mail

"I don't know where you are or what you are doing and guess what? I really don't care but we really need to talk" I said coldly on the phone and hung up, I wanted to smash my phone and never talk to him again but I knew we had to talk

Whatever this talk will take us it was nice to know you.

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