Eyes On Me

Chapter 46

Justin Pov

I was covered in sweat, throwing punch after punch releasing all the frustration and anger I had inside

"Dude come on, you already threw enough punches for today"

He was right, I don't even know how long I was here, lost in my thoughts.. thinking about her

"Justin, enough" Alfredo tried to take me away from the punching bag and I turned to him quickly with a deadly look

"Do you want me to beat the shit out of you? Cause I will if you don't fucking take your hands off me, Right. Now." He immediately let go of me making me return to the heavy bag in front of me

"There must be something else you can do to take your anger out"

"Yes there's definitely something else I would enjoy more" I smirked "But trust me, you don't want to know what goes in my mind"

"Probably killing someone with some tortures your twisted mind tells you"

"You know me so well" If he only knew the thoughts that were flowing through my mind, all the images I had of someone dying in the most horrible way I could think of

"Have you ever thought of doing yoga? Meditation?" Like I could sit for minutes in the same position, I would probably get more angry doing those things

"Alfredo get the hell out of here or shut your mouth" His pointless comments made me punch the bag faster and my breathing became very erratic

"Ok I really think you need to stop" He blocked me again and I soon as my arms stopped moving they dropped down lifeless

I was too tired to even move an inch so I didn't fight him, my muscles were burning and I knew the next day it would be worse

"Here" He handed me a towel to take all the dripping sweat off of me and a bottle of water which I was ready to gulp all down at once "Drink it slowly" He lowered the bottle from my mouth making it spill on me

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I wasn't going to kill him... not today

I ignored my instincts of choking him just because my hands were sore and It was hurting everywhere

I dried myself again while I felt Alfredo's eyes on me

"Do you want an advice?" He spoke after a minute of silence

"I don't recall asking for one, did I ?" I said annoyed

"No, you didn't but I'm gonna tell you anyway" He took my now wet towel and the almost empty bottle of water from the floor "I think you should talk about what's going on, let it all out it will help"

"There's nothing to talk about, her dad is an asshole end of the story"

I looked down at my fingers, they were red and bruised everywhere with cuts at the knuckles but the pain I was feeling physically was nothing compared to what I was feeling inside

"Have you thought of.... you know..." He cleared his voice "get rid of the problem?"

"I thought about it yes" I said with a small smile "But I could never do that to her, he's a fucking dick but it's her Dad, she loves him no matter what"

"So? What's your plan?"

"Leave with Selena, somewhere they can't find us" I said like it wasn't something big, like it was the easiest thing to do