Who I Was

❤sorry❤

I'm always saying sorry. It's the one word I can always stick to. But why..? Well because I have my flaws. I'm loud, weird, annoying, clingy, crazy, lazy, overprotective, and well the list goes on.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the tears I shed when I miss you.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the loudness I give you when you don't care.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the clingyness I give you when you find someone else.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the silence.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry that I can't talk to you cause I feel like I'm a drag.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for just being here and making everything worse.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the jealousy I give out when I feel like I'm being replaced.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the pushing away when you love someone, I just wish to give you some space.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the poetic things I must write for you in order to give my thoughts.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the constant compliments I give you, you're just extremely beautiful.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for the constant bother, I just really like talking with you.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for helping you even though you do not need my help.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for my death soul, I promise I'll try to fix it on my own.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for annoying you with my sadness, I just got hurt, but I'll deal with it.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for not taking you outside and seeing the starlight, while we drink coffee and relax and talk for once.

I'm sorry I say. I'm Sorry that I can't help like other people do. They deserve your beauty more than I should.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry that you're breaking down at your home and no ones listening. I would hug you until you were alright.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry that I protect you from things you can handle. I just get worried.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry that I act weird. I do that to make you laugh uncontrollably, and so I can see your smile.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry that I believe so much in you. It's probably annoying by now.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry I always tell you to be careful. I just really care about you.

I'm sorry I say. I'm sorry for everything...

I'm sorry.. The most painful word in history.. Yet.. It means nothing to some people..

Thanks for listening.
~akaweirdgirl ❤